just finished packing my files... sighs n i duno how to start studying...

i have never written notes for physics but now i feel that i hv the need to. the problem is: HOW?! you know, physics to me is more of concept. though u nid some calculations too. but i dun want to write notes for concept stuff, those kind of once you get it, it becomes common sense thing... mayb i shall just write down the equations and definitions? or just forget about definitions too... sighs, i shall decide later...

i'm going to fail ss. i'm pretty sure bryan tan was just feeling kind whenever he was marking my paper. mayb he realised tt i put his vry educational blogsite in my links. and i spent more than an hour just writing my ss essays/sbq. n i'm supposed to hv to read the sources wadeva first too. cries.

my geog tis year has been awful. mayb it will be fine wif more effort to study n memorise? but my memory sucks. argh.

chem... I DUN GET ELECTROLYSIS!!!

chinese... my 长文缩短 cannot make it. my essays suck. my chinese is deproving evn though i hvnt had vry impressive chinese before.

langarts... totally no confidence. i barely graduated frm the remedial class because i got 59.6 and it rounded up and i got b4.

maths... i hv always been quite confident in my maths. but the revision ws scared me out of my wits. ohkay, i was rather lazy to think at the later part of doing it but... complacency brings nothing. lyk i tot my physics was ohkay last year so i din really study alot for the eoy and i dropped to a B. blahhhh.

i realised ppl reading this will tink i'm irritating becos my chinese was considered good (for sum reasons) and a B was physics was still quite commendable.



anyway, here's a ridiculous letter between two... 吃饱没事做 people.

(there's one more, i'll add it in asap.)

*note: censored to avoid trouble.

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just came bak frm pulau semakau. :D pulau bakau *giggles*

hold on, i'll go check on my instant noodles.

yay it's ready!

anyway, it's quite fun. haha. the "tourguide" edward was kinda funny. of cos, when funny ppl meet 4c, it becomes hilarious.

some of the tings tt happened during the shd-hv-been-boring briefing:

1. we were showed an introductory video, n b4 he showed it, he said it's a nice video becos dere's him inside. =.= den when we really saw him inside, ppl burst out into laughter.

2. he did more explanation after video abt the miracle of the landfill. at first he said sumting lyk "singapore is the first to make an offshore landfill that is not made on existing land but made use of the sea bed." he received rather cold reaction 4 tt statement n he repeated. then evry1 "wow-ed" and we burst out into laughter again.

3. for the next few sentences following after, they were wow-ed at no matter wad. so i was lyk kept lafing n when i finally start to cool myself down, dey wow-ed again n i lafed again. n tears flowed out.

4. so the landfill was started frm pulau sakeng n pulau semakau and he was telling the stories 4 the names of the islands:

pulau sakeng
apparently some gal died mysteriously n she was called sakeng n sumhow the ppl named the island after her. (ya, lyk tis oso can)

pulau semakau
so after hearing tt story, he asked us to guess y it's called semakau. n some gal said "some guy named semakau died mysteriously on tt island". and we burst out into laughter again. anyway, it actually originated from 'bakau', the malay word for mangroves. baka! xP n he said bcos evry1 will laf at pulau bakau (lyk we did), dey named it semakau.

5. he asked us to imagine wad will happen in 2045 (the year singapore expected the landfill to be filled up at tis rate of waste) when the govt seals the bins, stops waste collection and asks us to dispose our waste ourselves. lyk how are we going to do tt?

funny tings lyk flush down the toilet came out. n he rebutted wif our hse's toilet will choke. n being the v. smart 4c'ians, dere is the solution of "den flush down other ppl's toilet bowl" LOL-ed.

ws said to put the trash in the rocks n let it flow bak to indonesia (edward toked abt when building the foundation for the rock bund, dey tried putting rocks but the rocks moved bak to indonesia bcos of the currents) LOL-ed. lyk according to him, we're supposed to open up the rock, hollow it, put the waste in and seal it bak up. LOL.

oh well, other random funny tings happened lyk... gayle's singing. haha. she tried to teach the prcs the 123 game blah blah. and she sang sumting lyk "i am vry sad" in chinese and changwei said lyk "we listen to ur singing we evn more sad. haha.

n on the return trip (on the boat) we sang various song. ranging frm the alphabet song to bingo.

anyway, it was fun. partly bcos of going wif the 4c fun-ers. but it was quite interesting too, knowing abt the landfill and visiting the island.

shir has a crush again. lol.

whew, i can enjoy my instant noodles now. *drifts off to the land of food*

sorry to rach 4 being a jerk 2dae. i duno wad came ovr me.

*bows 90 degrees*

sorry to shir 4 not replying ur tags previously. i din do tt on purpose, i din noe wad to reply.

*bows 89 degrees*

sorry to ber 4 treating you so poorly evryday. it's just tt u're really fun to play wif.

*bows 88 degrees*

sorry to evry1 else 4 not toking to you. i still tink i hv this "auto switch" in my brain tt tells me to shut up whenevr ppl other den those really really close to me toks to me.

*bows 87 degrees*

sorry to me for not studying for tests no matter how much i tell myself i must get started.

*bows 360 degrees*

din really hv appetite this whole morning... 4 break n lunch, so i just bought lyk milo n sandwich 4 break, milo 4 lunch. din dare to buy sandwich again cos i ended up throwing more den half of a sandwich away simply bcos i really cant eat anymore.

in the end i got real hungry after the maths test after climbing all the stairs to opp the sch. went to eat popcorn chicken wif rach but still quite hungry n got sum chocos. (has a sweet tooth 2day)

n i just ate my chunky kitkat. which is really so choco-ty i start to regret it. lyk it's so heaty n my ulcer just got better. 好不容易 2dae kip 灌-ing water n i feel better. sighs. i ate it anyway, shall just continue 灌-ing water now.

actually i got better the day b4. but when i eating my beloved oreo, i kinda bit too quickly/太使劲 n bit down hard on my ulcer. boooohooooooo :((

from skipbeat chpt 19 pg 27. i lyk the top 2 pictures. when kyoko hopped using her stretched impossibly long hands. the reaction of sawara-san and tsuruga-san was so 经典! (i tink i'm subconsciously trying to influence ppl into reading skip beat)

feel v indebted to gayle. lyk she so nice den i promise her watch boys ovr flowers, until now not evn watch a single second yet. n she sad sad i duno wad i can do den i either act as if nth's happening or just smile smile to her... GOMEN NASAI!!! *weeps*

and i converted the whole "一位国中老师的告白" frm traditional chinese into simplified chinese for the sake of bernephew's sister, bernice aka my mama aka big bad bat bernice aka berbad aka brunei aka ... ... (too many names to list)