went cip at the fsc 2dae, admin, but ended up quite fun for me. xP supposedly, we are to make masks from paper plate and rubber bands n design with penknifes... got some v. cute de. ((: btw, ignore the dates, they are wrong.

these are those that i made, in order of merit starting from the one i lyk most.

nothing to blog, and my blog seems so dead. so came by to hv a re-enactment of my daily life when i'm staying at home whole dae.

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CHAPTER 1
first ting in the morning, i wake up and guess, wad would i do...?

Ans: look 4 the time.
then when i realise the time, i would analyse my degree of tireness the night before, and my enjoyment of holiday. for example, saturday morning, i woke up at 1pm wifout 赖床-ing. it showed tt i had been totally tired n oso glad tt my eoy holidays started. which the tireness shd hv been due to separation frm the 一级棒 n high翻天 classmates.


CHAPTER 2
nxt, is my everyday neccessity. And what is it? (drumrolls)

Answer is.... (DRUMS STOP PLEASE!) playing my computer and watching videos! seriously, i tink i lamed diao 2dae. so i shan't elaborate more, i just move on to chapter 3.


CHAPTER 3
last chapter is not only my everydae neccessity but evry1's! Come on, guess, it's the last 1, if u get it, i treat you to something!

Ans: SLEEP! though i hvn go slp, i'm sure i'll slp. n since dere is waking, dere shd be slping. n when u slp, u nid to wake! yarite, i'm vry lame, so stop reading my blog n get 2 work!

****END OF LAME-NESS, SORRY FOR ANY PISS-NESS CAUSED****

it's been 2 years, tis class gave me really good memories. memories which i dun evr wan to 4get. tinking of all ways to not 4get evry1, renaming the photos again and again so tt at least the names and faces would 4eva b wif me. first in my lifetime, i feel like i'm going to miss people...

still, there will be chances for us to meet again. dun know how to write on anymore, just know that 2BIANTAI ROCKS 4EVA!

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i'm starting to believe that saying abt 'when u sneeze, it means someone is missing you'. i've been sneezing whole day long, sneezed until i wanted to cry. so, to be more linxuan-ly, i shall think in a v. good way. that i'm vry popular now. i shall not be reminded of tt ppl miss me because we r going to be separated.

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Today,
the day of separation,
the day that marks a new beginning.

I drop the tear of joy
for i have found
what i had been missing,
what i had been deprived of.

I drop the tear of grief,
it was found too late,
i want more time,
to treasure it...

What is it?
it is something,
that i cannot describe with words.

i'm not going to miss you, for i know i will meet you again.

figured out how to embed songs (yayness!) with help from rochee. shall add her name to credits then. ohwell, i wanted to sae... after i tell the ppl abt my blog den if there is any1 hu comes to look n discover my first post. requests to post up my song will be accepted, but the singing is really unclear, so tink twice!!! mayb tt post wud hv been covered up by then. tt's it!

realised i really can't keep secrets, even my own. wanted to kip tis blog a secret till at least end of this year. but now 3 ppl already know abt it, i told them personally too.

got bak results today, hav to choose year 3 subject combi soon. sum people cried today, in our class. seriously, i tink sum ppl cry lyk, dey shdn't be. 'cause it's lyk dere are many others hoping to get their scores, yet dey r so unhappy ovr a tinylittleslightdifference. tink of those hu din get as well as you, what about them? if you are crying, what should they be doing? what about those who nearly failed to be promoted?

i didn't do anyting to console those crying in the class. but guys, i'm not heartless. i feel awkward surrounded by crying souls and not doing anyting too. i keep away from these people who think they are themostpatheticsoulintheworld 'cause i'm afraid i might say the wrong thing in front of them. i had that experience b4, n i dun want to feel guilty for the rest of my life because of that. somehow i will sound like i'm trying to 落井下石 and i don't want others to think like that and hate me for tt.

really sorry for having such a weird character that is so unfathomable, i don't want it either. i want to socialise too, i don't want to keep everything to myself just because of fear, i want to share too. i like to hear praises and acknowledgement, just like everyone else does... i'm not a freako...

nth much to blog actually, n tt's how my blog alwaes dies away n i end up deleting dem. but since i just started the blog up again and gave tis url to someone, i m OBLIGED to put up some new posts rite.

classes these two days are not really classes ehh. walking ard, looking at presentations. the life after examinations. ppl sae 暴风雨前的平静, we're now experiencing the 暴风雨后的平静. our class had no place 2 return to rite, ended up in lt1 rite. the keynote speaker was 超 sian de lor. just saeing his points, den after each point give lotsa examples n quotes. just as effective a bedtime story, or evn more effective than tt. tinking abt it, shd really hv brought sumting to record it down to cure my insomnia. caused an after-effect => me being hyper after sch n furthermore, i promised to go out wif my frens lor. n tis is wad happens...

spent ovrboard, went vivo to buy a chinese book 4 future reading (~$21). den went bak to cck taking 188(had a ~$4 tiramisu b4 i left). first destination, library. borrowed a bk named destiny cries, when dere's already a book on loan frm my sch lib (the lovely bones). both are nice bks, u shd try them out sum time. den to popular n got teenage nov 2007. n i spent ~$30 in just 4hrs.


updated the class blog 2dae too. so if anyone else out there found my blog so luckily, u can go check it out. chnge it if u dun lyk, i chnged cos the previous skin din work 4 me. but i really spent quite sum time on it, cos the html on the entries part din work at first, it used a diff format i tink. den i was lyk looking until going mad in previous templates' html 4 the correct coding n copy paste. haii. tt's it. bye! (to rachel, i shd sae)

First post, think i should say "Hi", since it's the first. just trying to be polite (notice the trying). started posting wifout any of my profiles up. you must be thinking "ohgawd, wad a blogger, so eager to post ehh".

the title is FIRSTs, so meaning dere's quite some first 2dae, simple grammar, you shd noe. other den being the first post.. dere's the first inspiration, first courage. tt makes up 3, nice number. ((:

here goes the first inspiration n courage. walking home after sch 2dae, as usual, imagination went wild. thought of impossible things happening to me. but 2dae, sumting went wrong in my mind, or perhaps it's too unbelievable tt it became my brain's fault. tot of a song, the lyrics, the tune. serious, i reached home and i typed out the lyrics, recorded the tune. it's all in my computer now...

i shared it wif a fren of mine, she said it was nice. as expected, i was extremely happy. afterall, tt's my vry first composition(guess you could call it one), wifout any lessons n whatevr. it surprised me tt i actually shared, i wun dare to in the past. i wud b scared tt she will laf at me 4 thinking so highly of myself. but i did, for the first time.

i'm posting here to tell ppl tt i composed, n told u ppl tt i'm afraid at being lafed 'cos of tt, sounds ironic. oh well, guess tt fren of mine caused the ovr-confidence n the urge to share tis sense of accomplishment. but still, i dun tink i'll put up the (totally no sense of profession) lyrics and the song (with the freaky voice and poor recording quality, with a odd tune).

by the wae, i din noe wad happened to me but i searched 4 a song using the title i made up for mine. and there was one song, to my surprise. but totally different tune, style n words. den would i be sued for sum impeachment(however you spell it) of copyright if i post the song sumday with the same title. i dun tink so rite. haha. shall kip myself anonymous for the time being.