我会很想很想你们的！4c'09. the first class to make me cry on the last day of school. i will remember you. 到死都不忘. THANKS for everything.

yawen. ailing. yanhua. linxuan. qianqi. grace. xiaohui. xuqin. gayle. liuqiao. lydia. mandy. seowrong. xinmun. rachel. shijia. shirlynn. germaine. bernice. huijie. joycelin. yijun. sweeheng. weisheng. elton. eric. szefan. zhenqin. guyue. yancheng. junwei. sebastian. thurston. terence. siqi. aaron. changwei. yawen. ailing. yanhua. linxuan. qianqi. grace. xiaohui. xuqin. gayle. liuqiao. lydia. mandy. seowrong. xinmun. rachel. shijia. shirlynn. germaine. bernice. huijie. joycelin. yijun. sweeheng. weisheng. elton. eric. szefan. zhenqin. guyue. yancheng. junwei. sebastian. thurston. terence. siqi. aaron. changwei. yawen. ailing. yanhua. linxuan. qianqi. grace. xiaohui. xuqin. gayle. liuqiao. lydia. mandy. seowrong. xinmun. rachel. shijia. shirlynn. germaine. bernice. huijie. joycelin. yijun. sweeheng. weisheng. elton. eric. szefan. zhenqin. guyue. yancheng. junwei. sebastian. thurston. terence. siqi. aaron. changwei. yawen. ailing. yanhua. linxuan. qianqi. grace. xiaohui. xuqin. gayle. liuqiao. lydia. mandy. seowrong. xinmun. rachel. shijia. shirlynn. germaine. bernice. huijie. joycelin. yijun. sweeheng. weisheng. elton. eric. szefan. zhenqin. guyue. yancheng. junwei. sebastian. thurston. terence. siqi. aaron. changwei. yawen. ailing. yanhua. linxuan. qianqi. grace. xiaohui. xuqin. gayle. liuqiao. lydia. mandy. seowrong. xinmun. rachel. shijia. shirlynn. germaine. bernice. huijie. joycelin. yijun. sweeheng. weisheng. elton. eric. szefan. zhenqin. guyue. yancheng. junwei. sebastian. thurston. terence. siqi. aaron. changwei.

我会想你的！

i've been saying tt to rachel after the school ends. n she kips using tt 2 attack me too. *pouts* sumhow i was treating her as the representative of the class. since i cant tell that to the class (心理作用), i shall just kip repeating tt to her.

4c has been the greatest class i got into till now.

pri sch was... horrible. i only had a few friends throughout my 6 years in there, not evn exceeding 10. ):


my 1st and 2nd year in rv with 1b/2b was great too. i was totally thankful to them because it was a super super super fun class! :D n it really livened up my school life. sumtimes i will really feel like "i want to go school!". sumtimes. cos i nid ALOT of sleep. xD


but 4c is different, in a way. it's lyk... 4c is super super super fun too and mayb evn more fun-er. and they make me feel lyk they are trying hard to make me talk. xP sorry for not being able to talk, i dont really know why i cant too. :x n i zhuan dao-ed a daddy for half a year too. haha. 4c is... like a... perfect mixture. GAHH! i hv problems expressing. i like how we they play hard almost evry single day and mug hard before the tests. :D


i can always laf/smile to myself just by looking at the class. looking at the guys playing chaptek at the front of the class. looking at the pictures they draw when playing pictionary. looking at how the gays gay together and how the lesbians les together. looking at how gayle dances weird and funny dance moves. looking at how weisheng was being lafed at. looking at how terence goes around chasing girls and confessing his love. (rmb his emo poem on the board tt day?) looking at how evry1 shuffles once the teachers are gone and automatically moves back to their own seats, acting guai when the teacher is coming. looking at how they persuade teachers to let us have free time...

i feel lyk emo-ing. for once it is because im missing ppl. i really thought i m void of emotions before this. i never really felt like i can miss anyone, i thought i was abnormal...

thanks for evryting! <3>

loves cello. :D

had cca today. somehow we newbies are being left on our own so we ended up all together in a room. had fun practicing w rochee. though shes playing the double bass, im playing the cello. but sumhow we did practice together. xD tried to guess which notes were being played n i really failed terribly. :x

oh and... we realised tt we were taught basic scales. but most of us din noe how to tune. except for rochee. yayun taught her.

melissa de violin string broke... its scary when the strings break... stay away frm rochee when she's tuning nxt time. or if the strings break for sum reasons... mayb u will be disfigured. xD lesson learnt: theres knowledge in tuning instruments.

linxuan is back from 2b outing!!! :D

these days have been enriching. sumhow. w the SEP, my mum being out for 3 days, waging war w a flying xiao qiang on the first day my mum was out and gg out w 2biantais on the next.

but... as usual, we are the anti-social group. we kinda did our own tings while the others socialise... the others sounded kinda disappointed but i guess i dun. mayb its because evry class outing has been pretty much the same, with us being on our own and theres no "kazehaya-kun" to come and talk to us, the "frivolous people". or mayb i tink its actually our own fault that we arent engaged in their social circle..

actually... i tink its better this time, as compared to in the past. at least xunhong bothers to ask for our opinion... recall the previous times, arent we just walking behind them and following them wherever they go? sometimes we are just following blindly, clueless as to where exactly we are gg, what we will be doing...

besides, we did tok to the others tt are not in our self-proclaimed AS group. we did tok to cherie. i hope i did... or mayb i just rmbed her toking to rochee as toking to me. xD

*end of reflections*

ohkays, im gg to continue toking abt 2day anyways. idk wad happened to me but sumwhere after we left the sky garden, i started to blank out. i was like walking w/o looking, evn though my eyes were wide open. i nearly bumped into xunhong when he was trading w rachel n i were following behind. idk how i followed when i wasnt looking at them at all but i guess its all natural to me to be able to follow the others w/o looking at where they are gg. den when we were walking into safra, i nearly tripped. when we were leaving first and went to tell the others, i nearly bumped into the guys again. i was totally shocked when i saw the guys suddenly right in front of us and saying bye. dun tink they realised i was blanking out n was shocked by them though i was the one walking towards them but... i just kept waving and *turns and walks away*

hopes tt we can be more 'social' the next time... though i tink it will only happen in the next next next next next..... time. but its always good to bear hopes. :D

hope so.

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i wore my new shoes today! :D it hurts a lil at the back cos of the friction between the back of my ankle and the zips but considering the distance we walked today... its good enuf tt my skin din peel. i still love my shoes. i dun care if my mum says its not worth its value. bwehh. xD

im being super optimistic and happy nowadays. xD (the long long long reflection at the top wasnt supposed to be emo. i swear. its just reflections.)

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its a good start tt so many of our AS group went for the outing today... right? though i tink theres a chance they will not be gg anymore the nxt time. but... HOPE!

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the outing is still stuck in my brain so i guess i will be continuing... again. :x u can stop reading if u want, its probably gg to be crap.

hmm... i tink im trying to lyk... go for class outings and like hang out w the class 2b/4c. sumhow i really feel thankful for being in these classes. its lyk... fun but still... they do mug for exams. it becomes more fun when theres this kind of mixture in ppl. xD im weird. haha.

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im being super random here becos im just typing whatevr im thought of. (so now u noe whats gg on in my brain evrytime - random things)

i tink im probably the most anti-social one in our group. to the point tt i wun feel tt its a waste of time evn when im just watching the others have fun. or shd i consider tt as being partially sociable? idk. i tink its really my own prob if i dun play w them or whatevr, so... i dun hv the right to complain. sumting lyk tt.

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this is a very abrupt end but... this is linxuan. :D

this post shouts "ME!!! it's all about ME!"

had lunch in macdonalds today [v unhealthy choice, i know ):]

i ordered filet student meal.

i stood to my right.

first came my coffee.

then came rach's nuggets and large fries [she ordered upsized evm]

then goes rach's nuggets and large fries.

then came some unknown origin small coke.

then the small coke goes away.

then finally, my filet and small fries came.

my tray was supposed to have only 3 things - small fries, filet and coffee. but in total, 6 things had appeared on my tray...

din noe macdonalds like me so much to think that everyting evry1 else ordered shd come to me. :D

just came back from sch. had cca today. and i met my cello again!!! LONG TIME NO SEE!

after a week n i felt kinda lost trying to evn play c major... ):

and i realised tt im in deep trouble. really deep trouble. I CANT DIFFERENTIATE THE NOTES!!! arghh. i nvr know when my fingers have already 'slipped' down n im playing a totally different note. all i can do at the moment is to press the string and pull the bow. whats worse is that sometimes i press the wrong string, my bow is at the wrong string, or the sound comes out as the 'sha ji' sound. )): hopefully this is a phase tt evryone goes through when they first learn the cello... prays hard tt i can get better.

i feel tempted to ask my mum to get me a cello now... then i can practice at home. post exam period is kinda boring too. but i tink she still worries tt i will give up again like i did with piano and guitar... shd i persuade my mum?

overall... i enjoy my current cca so much more than the previous one. xD

in the end, my plants din wither (farmville). except for some random ones. which is weird becos i plant them almost at the same time. n evn if its those kinda 1sec error, the withered plants shdnt b at random weird spots all around rite? bahh wadeva.

im so bored now im playing cafe world and the roller coaster kingdom game. both zynga games. and spot the diff, puzzle spot... in other words, im just spamming facebook the whole day.

totally no mood to write chinese. *pouts*

booo. im bored.

im playing cafe world on facebook but... it LAGS! its super laggy. zynga games are fun, comparable to playfish games. but zynga games are REAL laggy. and it becomes worse becos they try to 'improve' the game by adding all the new features. (see what happened to farmville) oh shit. i just rmbed tt i had planted sumting on farmville. i tink they hv withered by now. 4get it. bak to what i was saying... i tink tt they are lyk 弄巧反拙-ing. its getting suckier. esp for ppl w slow internet speed lyk me. ):

just found a bingo app on facebook. gonna try it. :D

tralalalas.


rach, c.c.-sama is definitely cooler, hotter, sexier than ur onii-sama! GREEN HAIR IS ABSOLUTELY THE HAIR COLOUR FOR C.C.-SAMA AND C.C.-SAMA ONLY! BLEHHHH.

today was a bad day. ):

moody...

but it gets better.

it always does after the worst.

thank god its over!!! :D

eoys are over!!!

over over over!!!

*twirls* (dizzy)

but im sick. *pouts*



somehow im not sad tt i din get to finish the cid paper... xD

im feeling SOOO happy ovr the end of eoys tt i evn think tt me being sick now is a gd ting. im not being a masochist n being sick totally sucked 'cos i cudnt fall aslp on sunday nite. but i tink im happy cos i only got sick now. on the last day and the not v impt cid though its supposed to b impt too... xD

come 2 think of it... the cid paper is actually quite impt cos our project arent really magnificent. n obviously the op cant b much better. and cid is actually counted in the gpa too.

idk why no one thinks cid is impt (including me). but im still happy! :D :D :D



ANYONE UP FOR SHOPPING??? xD

i finally know why i dun feel tired after physics 2day.

its 'cos...

i dun nid to study for 2ml!!! i dun nid to wake up early 2ml!!! i dun nid to go to sch 2ml!!!

bliss.

lalala.

i hv so much time now i duno wad web to browse.

lalala.

i feel lyk sarca-ing the bio students but... tts so bad.

aww.

xP

KYAAAAAAA~!

IM ONLY LEFT WITH CID!!!!!

KYAAAAAAA~!

HAPPINESS!!!

but physics was... super suay.

paper 1: the v moment that i realised my answer for the electric field qn was wrong, cbh said "stop writing." *cries*

paper 2: finished my paper just 2 minutes b4 time's up. and i ran out of pencil lead in section b when i was desperately chionging to finish the paper... *cries*

but i dun tink i screwed my physics as much as chem. physics! :D chem... )':

this is called schizophrenia.

i have been experiencing tt for this whole week.

'i screwed my test! *cries*'
'nonono! mayb i din!? nid to focus on the nxt subject... nodsnods'
'screw it!'

tts wad have been in my mind for this whole week.

lets face it.

linxuan=epic failure.

it doesnt matter how much i study... really...

lalas. 10 more days till the awakening from this horrible nightmare!