linxuan is back from 2b outing!!! :D
these days have been enriching. sumhow. w the SEP, my mum being out for 3 days, waging war w a flying xiao qiang on the first day my mum was out and gg out w 2biantais on the next.
but... as usual, we are the anti-social group. we kinda did our own tings while the others socialise... the others sounded kinda disappointed but i guess i dun. mayb its because evry class outing has been pretty much the same, with us being on our own and theres no "kazehaya-kun" to come and talk to us, the "frivolous people". or mayb i tink its actually our own fault that we arent engaged in their social circle..
actually... i tink its better this time, as compared to in the past. at least xunhong bothers to ask for our opinion... recall the previous times, arent we just walking behind them and following them wherever they go? sometimes we are just following blindly, clueless as to where exactly we are gg, what we will be doing...
besides, we did tok to the others tt are not in our self-proclaimed AS group. we did tok to cherie. i hope i did... or mayb i just rmbed her toking to rochee as toking to me. xD
*end of reflections*
ohkays, im gg to continue toking abt 2day anyways. idk wad happened to me but sumwhere after we left the sky garden, i started to blank out. i was like walking w/o looking, evn though my eyes were wide open. i nearly bumped into xunhong when he was trading w rachel n i were following behind. idk how i followed when i wasnt looking at them at all but i guess its all natural to me to be able to follow the others w/o looking at where they are gg. den when we were walking into safra, i nearly tripped. when we were leaving first and went to tell the others, i nearly bumped into the guys again. i was totally shocked when i saw the guys suddenly right in front of us and saying bye. dun tink they realised i was blanking out n was shocked by them though i was the one walking towards them but... i just kept waving and *turns and walks away*
hopes tt we can be more 'social' the next time... though i tink it will only happen in the next next next next next..... time. but its always good to bear hopes. :D
hope so.
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i wore my new shoes today! :D it hurts a lil at the back cos of the friction between the back of my ankle and the zips but considering the distance we walked today... its good enuf tt my skin din peel. i still love my shoes. i dun care if my mum says its not worth its value. bwehh. xD
im being super optimistic and happy nowadays. xD (the long long long reflection at the top wasnt supposed to be emo. i swear. its just reflections.)
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its a good start tt so many of our AS group went for the outing today... right? though i tink theres a chance they will not be gg anymore the nxt time. but... HOPE!
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the outing is still stuck in my brain so i guess i will be continuing... again. :x u can stop reading if u want, its probably gg to be crap.
hmm... i tink im trying to lyk... go for class outings and like hang out w the class 2b/4c. sumhow i really feel thankful for being in these classes. its lyk... fun but still... they do mug for exams. it becomes more fun when theres this kind of mixture in ppl. xD im weird. haha.
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im being super random here becos im just typing whatevr im thought of. (so now u noe whats gg on in my brain evrytime - random things)
i tink im probably the most anti-social one in our group. to the point tt i wun feel tt its a waste of time evn when im just watching the others have fun. or shd i consider tt as being partially sociable? idk. i tink its really my own prob if i dun play w them or whatevr, so... i dun hv the right to complain. sumting lyk tt.
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this is a very abrupt end but... this is linxuan. :D
this post shouts "ME!!! it's all about ME!"
