realised i really can't keep secrets, even my own. wanted to kip tis blog a secret till at least end of this year. but now 3 ppl already know abt it, i told them personally too.

got bak results today, hav to choose year 3 subject combi soon. sum people cried today, in our class. seriously, i tink sum ppl cry lyk, dey shdn't be. 'cause it's lyk dere are many others hoping to get their scores, yet dey r so unhappy ovr a tinylittleslightdifference. tink of those hu din get as well as you, what about them? if you are crying, what should they be doing? what about those who nearly failed to be promoted?

i didn't do anyting to console those crying in the class. but guys, i'm not heartless. i feel awkward surrounded by crying souls and not doing anyting too. i keep away from these people who think they are themostpatheticsoulintheworld 'cause i'm afraid i might say the wrong thing in front of them. i had that experience b4, n i dun want to feel guilty for the rest of my life because of that. somehow i will sound like i'm trying to 落井下石 and i don't want others to think like that and hate me for tt.

really sorry for having such a weird character that is so unfathomable, i don't want it either. i want to socialise too, i don't want to keep everything to myself just because of fear, i want to share too. i like to hear praises and acknowledgement, just like everyone else does... i'm not a freako...