···black//white??

2010-09-09T20:05:00.001+08:00

*stares at legs*

...so short... >:

can someone help to pull them longer?

2010-09-01T19:22:00.001+08:00

kept thinking i'm still 15 when i am 16...

feels as though 2010 never came.

or rather...

i hoped.

thanks 4C! <3

2010-01-07T22:49:00.003+08:00

4c chalet was great!

i didnt really intend to post this post since i kinda have mixed feelings about it. i enjoyed the chalet, i was glad tt i stayed for the 2 nights but somehow i ended up emo-ing the night i got home. but.. i have nothing better to do. other than gp which i am still kinda reluctant to start on.

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first day... ...
i actually went for lunch w rochee first. i felt a lil bad since i kinda forced her to come out w me. and she has tuition after tt and i worsened it by leaving her alone for about half an hr before gg for her tuition. >< i put on my beanie for her and took a picture w her in the toilet. but she deleted the one that wasnt spoiled by the flash. boo.

i wore my beanie all the way from jp to je to meet up w rachel and yawen. then i took it off. xD i didnt dare to look up at all when i was wearing tt beanie. anyways, we set off for chalet together and yawen was showing us how great her "girlfriend" is. haha. (i tink the post is gg to be endless if i continue posting everyting so i'll cut the rest short. xP)

after we reached the chalet we just... played a lil blackjack w small bets, murderer, cheat... then we went kbox while the others went for dinner and night cycling. now tt i tink of it, we were super anti. but... i do actually prefer singing then cycling. 8pm to 2am for just 10dollars. (excluding the 10dollars membership fees) anyway, my mum called halfway thru our kbox session and i sang for her. haha.

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second day...
left early in the morning. i intended to go for cca. but then i was too tired to go in the end. and i was quite suay too 'cause i left my keys in my bag which was at the chalet. then i had to travel all the way to yio chu kang to get it from my mum. ): and she made me wait for like half an hour. my leg was breaking, i stood all the way from pasir ris to yio chu kang. she made me carry home all her groceries too. sighs. but the bbq tt night was FUN!!! (went back to the chalet after catching a super long nap at home)

i puked. that was the most memorable thing of the day. but i didnt really feel v awful. mayb just a lil just before i puked. other than that... mayb i got a lil closer to yijun. idk why but i just randomly told her i got a beanie and i showed it to her.

im glad tt i managed to get ailing and liuqiao to stay for the night. and lydia stayed too. otherwise, there wun b any1 else left for the supposed movie marathon which every1 else either slept past it or went outside to play their games.

i tried to sleep tt night, after The Mist. i was lying on the floor, i knew i was blocking the road but theres no other place to sleep. but somehow... i couldnt fall aslp. at least i rested.

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third day...
i tink i looked a lil emo in the morning.

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thats the end. im lazy.

02 01 2010

2010-01-02T17:33:00.002+08:00

HAPPY (belated) NEW YEAR! xD

finally managed to have my sushi yest. i had been craving for sushi for... idk how long already. somehow i had sushi but i haven't even had my cake until now...

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went for the big walk today... nth much, just lotsa walking and laughing like an idiot to almost whatever yawen/shirlynn/rachel says. finally gave out some of the gifts to the class too. >< then went to jp for lunch w rochee and rachel... made them window shop w me... and decided that upcoming on my wishlist shall be:

1. a checkered shirt (tt i like)
2. a shoulder bag (tt i like)
3. a pair of jeans (tt i like. mayb dark jeans.)
4. a new phone. w full touch screen.

i guess i should try to extort the phone from my dad. xD

pa, if you ever rmb favourite-ing my blog and happen to see this by any chance,
you know what to get for my birthday. ;D
even if you dont, i will ask you in person. hee.

but i dont know what i should get from my mum. mayb i can get cash instead. theres a shoulder bag that i spotted in jp already but i guess she wont buy it for me. boo.

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thanks to rachel and shirlynn and yawen for the birthday prezzies!
thanks to all who wished me a happy bdae too!
linxuan 感激不尽! :D

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

2009-12-25T12:45:00.001+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS T' ALL!

:D

2009-12-25T01:52:00.002+08:00

just finished watching the strikers series of MSLN...

started this morning when i was too bored but couldn't care less to start on the gp hw. ><

didnt really started from the first episode though. 'cos i remembered the last time i watched it, the first 6eps or so totally bored me out. and thats why i had stopped watching it. xD mayb the combat in the first few eps arent really exciting enough... especially after watching the 1st and 2nd season. but it seems that i had stopped following just in time to miss the better parts. -.-

ohwells.

bedtime. zZzZ

2009-12-18T22:07:00.000+08:00

im so bored.

booo.

booo.

booo.

2009-12-14T21:04:00.003+08:00

Lalalala~

went to party world today~
with rochee n wj. :D
i think i held on to the mike for quite a long period of time... because rochee refuses to sing. :/
and im singing along for most of the songs. even those that i havent even heard before. xD
and i solo-ed the last two songs or so. apparently they dont sing s.h.e songs... ><

lalala~ my first time going for karaoke. xD

2009-12-14T11:19:00.000+08:00

KABOOM!

雪球儿的幸福物语 PART1

2009-12-08T09:31:00.002+08:00

《雪球儿的幸福物语》
車賢珍·車明善　著

＂任何東西　即使再小
也千萬不要認為它沒有存在的價值
只要是發自內心　充滿愛與真誠
即使只是一份小小的心意
也具有它獨特的意義＂

＂*禮物．
世界上最寶貴的東西
就是　時間的分享
我將我最寶貴的時間
用一張叫溫暖的包裝紙
包起來獻給你
當作我們緣分開始的紀念
請一定要好好珍惜
這份世界上最有價值的禮物…＂

＂「比較」雖然不是什麼
大奸大惡的事
但總會帶給被比較的人
一些心靈上的傷害
所億　請千萬不要嘗試
「比較」這件事
請尊重每個人存在的價值＂

＂我想做個特大號的雪人
我拼命地滾雪球
滾得我手套上都沾滿雪
滾得我的雙腿都沾滿雪
雖然怎麼滾
都還是只像足球一樣的大小
但我希望雪永遠不要融化
就這樣一直下　一直下
我想要像現在這樣
享受著滾雪球的樂趣＂

＂低潮的時候…

看看鏡子里的我…

張開嘴巴
笑一個…

然後…　再將這個笑容
傳回自己的內心深處＂

i borrowed this book from the library.
i really like the book.
cute and kinda inspirational.
those were quoted from inside the book...

maybe i'll go and find the book and get it for myself... :D

一棵开花的树

2009-12-07T00:30:00.003+08:00

一棵开花的树

作者: 席慕蓉

如何让你遇见我
在我最美丽的时刻

为这
我已在佛前求了五百年
求佛让我们结一段尘缘
佛於是把我化做一棵树
长在你必经的路旁

阳光下
慎重地开满了花
朵朵都是我前世的盼望

当你走近
请你细听
那颤抖的叶
是我等待的热情

而当你终於无视地走过
在你身後落了一地的
朋友啊
那不是花瓣
那是我凋零的心

it was a poem read by rainie yang in the show Hi! My Sweetheart (海派甜心).
i think it's a really nice poem. (:

2009-12-05T15:12:00.001+08:00

just cut my hair.

waiting for it to start to 翘.

then i'll start to freak out.

2009-12-04T20:51:00.000+08:00

i spent again...

my money flew away...

again...

pictures. :D

2009-12-02T19:01:00.002+08:00

my masterpiece. :D
i dont care if you like it or not. bwehhh.

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jenga!

2009-11-30T19:38:00.004+08:00

MINDCAFE!

went to the mindcafe branch in the funan IT mall today. together with the AS group.

super FUN!!!

we kept changing the games. xD
and also made a lot of trips to the toilet. this is what happens when you get free flow of drinks. especially without food.

loved 'true colours' and 'cluedo' :D ohhh! and jenga!

jenga
there was once when it just tumbled suddenly when no one even touched it. think someone was going to roll the dice.. then everyone got shocked. :o

true colours
Each player secretly places their votes for the players who best fit the decriptions. Next, you guess whether you received some, none, or all of those votes. Guess right and you'll score.

what the game revealed about us:
- i am a tardy queen
jingyi was pulled into the tardy category too because shes the only one late today.
- wenjia is labelled the most sotong one.
"who still doesnt get the rule of this game" she totally fits the description.
- unexpectedly, i got the highest vote for generosity.
thankyou thankyou.

and i dont remember the rest. xD
btw, rachel got first in place.
i was SECOND!
jinching and wenjia was third.
jingyi got the fourth placing.
rochee, fifth. awww.

cluedo
The game is set in a mansion, with the board divided into different rooms. The players each represent a character who is a guest staying at this house, whose owner, Dr. Black (Mr. Boddy in Canadian and U.S. version), has been found murdered.Players take on the role of suspects and attempt to solve the murder. The solution to the murder requires the three components of Suspect, Weapon, and Room.

our last game. managed to end it at 6pm thanks to dear rochee.
at first poor me (scarlet) was always being suspected. but somehow evryone stopped suspecting me. i think they saw the scarlet card from jingyi. and i was the only one who never got to see it since shes sitting to my right and the very last person i get to see the card from.
and no one used their powers too...

6pm.
and we happily paid $30.50 and went home.

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my feet hurts. ):
and i think im getting sick. )':
but... im still happy today :D

much thanks to: rachel, jinching, jingyi, and especially rochee and wenjia for organising this gathering and suggesting to go to mindcafe. *bows*

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ouch ouch ouch!
i admit. im super scared of pain.
i thought my skin wasnt peeling. but im convinced now that it wasnt peeling because it peelED.
ouch.
and it hurts SOOOOO much more when im bathing.
ohwells, at least i can finally use my cj7 plasters. xD

give me a suggestion. 2choices:
1. should i keep wearing that shoe until it gets better while the injury is still there? so that i can get over it once and for all.
2. or should i wait until my feet heals before i wear that shoe again?
im inexperienced with new shoes so please help? preeetty pweeease. :D

(i know what you must be thinking. you're thinking i buy new stuff so often so how can i be inexperienced with new shoes right? i tell u, i was thrifty all the while until recently. i think it began since eoys, i just kept thinking of all the things i want to buy and the list just gets longer...)

AFA <3

2009-11-21T21:28:00.004+08:00

AFA!!! kyaaaa!

glad that i went! (or not) i spent... ~~$89.40~~ $42, excluding meals. xP
was scared tt mummy will ask me how much i spent and thought up of too-fake-to-be-true low prices for all the stuff i bought. and managed to "cut" the cost to less than half the actual amount. but my mum didnt ask in the end. *phew*

anyways, 今天真是满载而归呢！

bought:
- a ulquiorra badge for rochee.
nyaa. im so nice, the first thing i bought was for rochee. ><
- code geass badges
- code geass collar pins
- code geass jigsaw puzzle
- code geass files
and i got a code geass paper bag for free! (its free as in i dun pay extra for it)
- A NEKO NEKO HAT

meow. i love that hat. but i have to hide it from mummy. :x
shall find some time when im alone at home to take it out and 自拍. :D

out of my total expenditure today, half of the money was spent on code geass stuff. oops.
blame it on taka. they only sold tees the last time i went. and this time they sold SOOOOO MANY code geass stuff. i nearly grabbed all the code geass merchandise they have. except for the overly expensive cushions, the ugly wallet and a handphone strap that i abandoned due to considerations of having not enough money. though i used nets in the end but... its better to save as much money as possible. (why do i get the feeling that i'm contradicting myself)

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now i know why people say i spam emoticons. :x
i always spam the same few...

2009-11-20T16:09:00.000+08:00

lalala

im left w the last 3 colours! :D

2009-11-17T13:16:00.002+08:00

somehow i cant help but think of all the things that happened yest. i think it can really be considered as the best day ever in my life. i have been going crazy over 4c. other than cca days or when im out w some other ppl, i think of things somehow related to 4c almost evry single day. and im working on this thing for the 4c peeps until... idk, mayb im gg bonkers alrdy. hope that i can really give them out some day...

nyaaaaaa!!!

reflectionnssss. :D

2009-11-17T11:50:00.003+08:00

its yest but... lets rewind! *rewindrewindrewind*

Date: 16nov, Monday
Time: the whole day
Mood: Happyyyy! but v tired. :D

the class bonding session actually left me a deeper impression than the amazing race. amazing race was really tiring. most of the time i was just trying to keep up with sebas and seowrong. they walk super fast... *sweats* starting still got talk a lil w grace and ws but... its really just brisk walking (for me) and a lil running after that. the games were quite fun....ny. xD we just 混-ed thru ~~most~~ all of the games. i felt quite useless cos i was just following them while they complete the tasks.. :x but i was a lil useful. at least i picked up tt clue. ohya, and seowrong stripped for germaine! hahaha.

lunch... nth much. except the fries which i ate was... unexpectedly large portion. and it was v salty too. i tink tts why my lips were super red when i got home ~~yest~~ today (today is monday since time rewinded. yepyep). all the salt from the fries and the seawater...

after that is forfeits. ah! the big boob babe on the beach ~~w a seriously slanted backbone~~! and the experience of being piggybacked by ws was... gahhh. hope he didnt get internal injuries cos of that. (im so kind. nyaaa) then i was thrown into the sea by... yijun and germaine(?) idk why i was being thrown in tt easily (relatively), w only two ppl carrying me but i guess i kinda wanted to get thrown in and i totally lose my ability to defend myself once my feet are off the ground. the scariest height is when u cant touch the ground. *shivers*

then i watched the ppl play volleyball. to be honest... i sat there to watch so that i can see ppl being hit by the ball. poor siqi kept being hit. xD (random: im typing brainlessly from now on since rachel shot it out of me)

after being sadistic for a long long long time, went back into the comfort of the seawater. played captains ball w them. i broke my record for touching the ball the most number of times. but some time later i went back to being an audience in court. my leg hurts. :'C

rain comes. stops game. showered. played the 请你跟我这样做 game on the way bak to vivo. accidentally woo! too loudly and got stared. reached vivo. played sadistic game. i feel sorry to mandy but i really enjoyed watching her being tortured. :x game ends and its DINNERTIME!

walkedwalkedwalked to decide where to settle dinner. ended up in white dog cafe at first. but more than half of the ppl, including me, walked out. (sorry again...) the ppl who walked up ended up in BK. i couldn't really finish the meal. i felt full w/o evn finishing that burger but if i dun finish it i really 对不起 my money. xD so i finished up evryting except the fries. and if i din see wrongly, daddy had TWO burgers. *shocked* then we sat there for a v v v v v long time chatting.

went home. super tired alrdy. bathed. finished up the veggies. msn-ed a lil. sleep. and the day ended w great memoriesssssssss!

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turns time back to tuesday.
the moment i woke up i kept thinking abt yest. couldn't evn stand still while brushing my teeth. :x

andandand thanks alot alot ALOT for organising the amazing race and getting us altogether! :D

AMAZING amazing race!!!

2009-11-16T21:58:00.002+08:00

amazing race w 4c today! and class bonding after that..

amazing race was... amazingly tiring. walked all the way to tanjong beach and still had to dig for that clue... =.= i dint dig much though, just picked up the clue which grace happened to kick behind along w the sand while digging. xD took bus to siloso beach and walked far far far to find station master.. after that is pretty much going to somewhere by some means and walking until my legs are breaking in order to find station masters.. somewhere behind my knees have been aching all day since then..
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had lunch.
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forfeits.
me and rach were somehow... escaping reality(?) or mayb its just me. xP kept running around playing w sand when they were having their forfeits and all. together w gayle, we made a pretty woman w big boobs wearing bikini on the sand. and she has a rather serious slanted backbone. xD but in the end i still got forfeited. ws had to piggyback me. and i was super worried abt falling/压死-ing ws. idk why but when he put me down i said thankyou evn though i wanted to say sorry. but... saying thankyou makes ppl feel happier than when you say sorry. right? yep, thats right.
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class bonding session...
so.... me n rach continued to play w the sand for awhile.
then... they started throwing guys into the sea.
(we were still playing w the sand)
starts throwing gals into the sea.
(still playing w sand)
hears all the gals claiming tt they hv 'tt ting' when they are being targetted.
(still playing w sand)
more gals get dumped into the sea despite their cries of despair.
(watching show)
finally,
me n rach got thrown in.
then i realised the seawater is v 舒服. so i stayed in there for some time.

blahblahblahblahblah.

they start playing games... volleyball and frisbee. i was sitting by the side, watching ppl get hit by the volleyball. xD
i made a 3D heart out of sand. then rachel destroyed it. *cries* she returns me a 2D heart..
they continue playing. i continue watching.
i made another 3D heart. gayle stepped ovr it. ): rachel laughed.

blahblahblah.

had dinner. something happened but... its fine la. it shd be...

gahh im lazy to blog abt my reflections today. probably doing tt tml morning or something before i go for cca.

anyways,
TODAY WAS FUNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

2009-11-10T20:28:00.002+08:00

very have circle (provided by my sis, to mean 很有缘) with '1's recently.

our o level hcl is on today (1011 - 10nov),
last time rochee thought it was on (1111 - 11 nov),
the subject code for the hcl paper today is 1111. (1111/1 for paper 1 and 1111/2 for paper 2).

went to queenstown for lunch w rochee after the test,
after that, waiting for 51 to return sch but 111 kept coming.

and school reopens on 111 - 11 jan too.

and my birthday is on 11 - 1 jan. xD

my cello went eeee (一一一一) today. (idk how to rosine :x)

and my sis kept going EE-ing (her extended essay)

i wanted to go shopping w rochee tml too, then it can add to the list of 1111. but shes busy. ): hope we can go on 1212 instead. xD

2009-10-30T15:07:00.002+08:00

我会很想很想你们的！4c'09. the first class to make me cry on the last day of school. i will remember you. 到死都不忘. THANKS for everything.

yawen. ailing. yanhua. linxuan. qianqi. grace. xiaohui. xuqin. gayle. liuqiao. lydia. mandy. seowrong. xinmun. rachel. shijia. shirlynn. germaine. bernice. huijie. joycelin. yijun. sweeheng. weisheng. elton. eric. szefan. zhenqin. guyue. yancheng. junwei. sebastian. thurston. terence. siqi. aaron. changwei. yawen. ailing. yanhua. linxuan. qianqi. grace. xiaohui. xuqin. gayle. liuqiao. lydia. mandy. seowrong. xinmun. rachel. shijia. shirlynn. germaine. bernice. huijie. joycelin. yijun. sweeheng. weisheng. elton. eric. szefan. zhenqin. guyue. yancheng. junwei. sebastian. thurston. terence. siqi. aaron. changwei. yawen. ailing. yanhua. linxuan. qianqi. grace. xiaohui. xuqin. gayle. liuqiao. lydia. mandy. seowrong. xinmun. rachel. shijia. shirlynn. germaine. bernice. huijie. joycelin. yijun. sweeheng. weisheng. elton. eric. szefan. zhenqin. guyue. yancheng. junwei. sebastian. thurston. terence. siqi. aaron. changwei. yawen. ailing. yanhua. linxuan. qianqi. grace. xiaohui. xuqin. gayle. liuqiao. lydia. mandy. seowrong. xinmun. rachel. shijia. shirlynn. germaine. bernice. huijie. joycelin. yijun. sweeheng. weisheng. elton. eric. szefan. zhenqin. guyue. yancheng. junwei. sebastian. thurston. terence. siqi. aaron. changwei. yawen. ailing. yanhua. linxuan. qianqi. grace. xiaohui. xuqin. gayle. liuqiao. lydia. mandy. seowrong. xinmun. rachel. shijia. shirlynn. germaine. bernice. huijie. joycelin. yijun. sweeheng. weisheng. elton. eric. szefan. zhenqin. guyue. yancheng. junwei. sebastian. thurston. terence. siqi. aaron. changwei.

2009-10-29T21:41:00.005+08:00

我会想你的！

i've been saying tt to rachel after the school ends. n she kips using tt 2 attack me too. *pouts* sumhow i was treating her as the representative of the class. since i cant tell that to the class (心理作用), i shall just kip repeating tt to her.

4c has been the greatest class i got into till now.

pri sch was... horrible. i only had a few friends throughout my 6 years in there, not evn exceeding 10. ):

my 1st and 2nd year in rv with 1b/2b was great too. i was totally thankful to them because it was a super super super fun class! :D n it really livened up my school life. sumtimes i will really feel like "i want to go school!". sumtimes. cos i nid ALOT of sleep. xD

but 4c is different, in a way. it's lyk... 4c is super super super fun too and mayb evn more fun-er. and they make me feel lyk they are trying hard to make me talk. xP sorry for not being able to talk, i dont really know why i cant too. :x n i zhuan dao-ed a daddy for half a year too. haha. 4c is... like a... perfect mixture. GAHH! i hv problems expressing. i like how we they play hard almost evry single day and mug hard before the tests. :D

i can always laf/smile to myself just by looking at the class. looking at the guys playing chaptek at the front of the class. looking at the pictures they draw when playing pictionary. looking at how the gays gay together and how the lesbians les together. looking at how gayle dances weird and funny dance moves. looking at how weisheng was being lafed at. looking at how terence goes around chasing girls and confessing his love. (rmb his emo poem on the board tt day?) looking at how evry1 shuffles once the teachers are gone and automatically moves back to their own seats, acting guai when the teacher is coming. looking at how they persuade teachers to let us have free time...

i feel lyk emo-ing. for once it is because im missing ppl. i really thought i m void of emotions before this. i never really felt like i can miss anyone, i thought i was abnormal...

thanks for evryting! <3>

mayb i shd start writing letters to rachel so tt we can look at the letters and reminisce...

2009-10-28T20:18:00.002+08:00

loves cello. :D

had cca today. somehow we newbies are being left on our own so we ended up all together in a room. had fun practicing w rochee. though shes playing the double bass, im playing the cello. but sumhow we did practice together. xD tried to guess which notes were being played n i really failed terribly. :x

oh and... we realised tt we were taught basic scales. but most of us din noe how to tune. except for rochee. yayun taught her.

melissa de violin string broke... its scary when the strings break... stay away frm rochee when she's tuning nxt time. or if the strings break for sum reasons... mayb u will be disfigured. xD lesson learnt: theres knowledge in tuning instruments.

2009-10-26T16:45:00.003+08:00

linxuan is back from 2b outing!!! :D

these days have been enriching. sumhow. w the SEP, my mum being out for 3 days, waging war w a flying xiao qiang on the first day my mum was out and gg out w 2biantais on the next.

but... as usual, we are the anti-social group. we kinda did our own tings while the others socialise... the others sounded kinda disappointed but i guess i dun. mayb its because evry class outing has been pretty much the same, with us being on our own and theres no "kazehaya-kun" to come and talk to us, the "frivolous people". or mayb i tink its actually our own fault that we arent engaged in their social circle..

actually... i tink its better this time, as compared to in the past. at least xunhong bothers to ask for our opinion... recall the previous times, arent we just walking behind them and following them wherever they go? sometimes we are just following blindly, clueless as to where exactly we are gg, what we will be doing...

besides, we did tok to the others tt are not in our self-proclaimed AS group. we did tok to cherie. i hope i did... or mayb i just rmbed her toking to rochee as toking to me. xD

*end of reflections*

ohkays, im gg to continue toking abt 2day anyways. idk wad happened to me but sumwhere after we left the sky garden, i started to blank out. i was like walking w/o looking, evn though my eyes were wide open. i nearly bumped into xunhong when he was trading w rachel n i were following behind. idk how i followed when i wasnt looking at them at all but i guess its all natural to me to be able to follow the others w/o looking at where they are gg. den when we were walking into safra, i nearly tripped. when we were leaving first and went to tell the others, i nearly bumped into the guys again. i was totally shocked when i saw the guys suddenly right in front of us and saying bye. dun tink they realised i was blanking out n was shocked by them though i was the one walking towards them but... i just kept waving and *turns and walks away*

hopes tt we can be more 'social' the next time... though i tink it will only happen in the next next next next next..... time. but its always good to bear hopes. :D

hope so.

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i wore my new shoes today! :D it hurts a lil at the back cos of the friction between the back of my ankle and the zips but considering the distance we walked today... its good enuf tt my skin din peel. i still love my shoes. i dun care if my mum says its not worth its value. bwehh. xD

im being super optimistic and happy nowadays. xD (the long long long reflection at the top wasnt supposed to be emo. i swear. its just reflections.)

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its a good start tt so many of our AS group went for the outing today... right? though i tink theres a chance they will not be gg anymore the nxt time. but... HOPE!

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the outing is still stuck in my brain so i guess i will be continuing... again. :x u can stop reading if u want, its probably gg to be crap.

hmm... i tink im trying to lyk... go for class outings and like hang out w the class 2b/4c. sumhow i really feel thankful for being in these classes. its lyk... fun but still... they do mug for exams. it becomes more fun when theres this kind of mixture in ppl. xD im weird. haha.

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im being super random here becos im just typing whatevr im thought of. (so now u noe whats gg on in my brain evrytime - random things)

i tink im probably the most anti-social one in our group. to the point tt i wun feel tt its a waste of time evn when im just watching the others have fun. or shd i consider tt as being partially sociable? idk. i tink its really my own prob if i dun play w them or whatevr, so... i dun hv the right to complain. sumting lyk tt.

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this is a very abrupt end but... this is linxuan. :D

this post shouts "ME!!! it's all about ME!"

2009-10-25T23:00:00.002+08:00

my theme park is full of clowns!

bored. -.-

no sch tml!!! :D

im gg out tml!!! :D :D

i can see them again tml!!! :D :D :D

2009-10-23T17:25:00.002+08:00

had lunch in macdonalds today [v unhealthy choice, i know ):]

i ordered filet student meal.

i stood to my right.

first came my coffee.

then came rach's nuggets and large fries [she ordered upsized evm]

then goes rach's nuggets and large fries.

then came some unknown origin small coke.

then the small coke goes away.

then finally, my filet and small fries came.

my tray was supposed to have only 3 things - small fries, filet and coffee. but in total, 6 things had appeared on my tray...

din noe macdonalds like me so much to think that everyting evry1 else ordered shd come to me. :D

CELLO!!! :D

2009-10-21T19:12:00.002+08:00

just came back from sch. had cca today. and i met my cello again!!! LONG TIME NO SEE!

after a week n i felt kinda lost trying to evn play c major... ):

and i realised tt im in deep trouble. really deep trouble. I CANT DIFFERENTIATE THE NOTES!!! arghh. i nvr know when my fingers have already 'slipped' down n im playing a totally different note. all i can do at the moment is to press the string and pull the bow. whats worse is that sometimes i press the wrong string, my bow is at the wrong string, or the sound comes out as the 'sha ji' sound. )): hopefully this is a phase tt evryone goes through when they first learn the cello... prays hard tt i can get better.

i feel tempted to ask my mum to get me a cello now... then i can practice at home. post exam period is kinda boring too. but i tink she still worries tt i will give up again like i did with piano and guitar... shd i persuade my mum?

overall... i enjoy my current cca so much more than the previous one. xD

2009-10-18T12:22:00.003+08:00

in the end, my plants din wither (farmville). except for some random ones. which is weird becos i plant them almost at the same time. n evn if its those kinda 1sec error, the withered plants shdnt b at random weird spots all around rite? bahh wadeva.

im so bored now im playing cafe world and the roller coaster kingdom game. both zynga games. and spot the diff, puzzle spot... in other words, im just spamming facebook the whole day.

totally no mood to write chinese. *pouts*

2009-10-17T15:58:00.002+08:00

booo. im bored.

im playing cafe world on facebook but... it LAGS! its super laggy. zynga games are fun, comparable to playfish games. but zynga games are REAL laggy. and it becomes worse becos they try to 'improve' the game by adding all the new features. (see what happened to farmville) oh shit. i just rmbed tt i had planted sumting on farmville. i tink they hv withered by now. 4get it. bak to what i was saying... i tink tt they are lyk 弄巧反拙-ing. its getting suckier. esp for ppl w slow internet speed lyk me. ):

just found a bingo app on facebook. gonna try it. :D

tralalalas.

rach, c.c.-sama is definitely cooler, hotter, sexier than ur onii-sama! GREEN HAIR IS ABSOLUTELY THE HAIR COLOUR FOR C.C.-SAMA AND C.C.-SAMA ONLY! BLEHHHH.

2009-10-15T17:12:00.001+08:00

today was a bad day. ):

moody...

but it gets better.

it always does after the worst.

TGIO!!!

2009-10-13T08:22:00.003+08:00

thank god its over!!! :D

eoys are over!!!

over over over!!!

*twirls* (dizzy)

but im sick. *pouts*

somehow im not sad tt i din get to finish the cid paper... xD

im feeling SOOO happy ovr the end of eoys tt i evn think tt me being sick now is a gd ting. im not being a masochist n being sick totally sucked 'cos i cudnt fall aslp on sunday nite. but i tink im happy cos i only got sick now. on the last day and the not v impt cid though its supposed to b impt too... xD

come 2 think of it... the cid paper is actually quite impt cos our project arent really magnificent. n obviously the op cant b much better. and cid is actually counted in the gpa too.

idk why no one thinks cid is impt (including me). but im still happy! :D :D :D

ANYONE UP FOR SHOPPING??? xD

2009-10-08T23:06:00.001+08:00

i finally know why i dun feel tired after physics 2day.

its 'cos...

i dun nid to study for 2ml!!! i dun nid to wake up early 2ml!!! i dun nid to go to sch 2ml!!!

bliss.

2009-10-08T18:25:00.001+08:00

lalala.

i hv so much time now i duno wad web to browse.

lalala.

i feel lyk sarca-ing the bio students but... tts so bad.

aww.

xP

2009-10-08T18:07:00.003+08:00

KYAAAAAAA~!

IM ONLY LEFT WITH CID!!!!!

KYAAAAAAA~!

HAPPINESS!!!

but physics was... super suay.

paper 1: the v moment that i realised my answer for the electric field qn was wrong, cbh said "stop writing." *cries*

paper 2: finished my paper just 2 minutes b4 time's up. and i ran out of pencil lead in section b when i was desperately chionging to finish the paper... *cries*

but i dun tink i screwed my physics as much as chem. physics! :D chem... )':

this is called schizophrenia.

i have been experiencing tt for this whole week.

'i screwed my test! *cries*'
'nonono! mayb i din!? nid to focus on the nxt subject... nodsnods'
'screw it!'

tts wad have been in my mind for this whole week.

2009-10-05T17:46:00.000+08:00

lets face it.

linxuan=epic failure.

it doesnt matter how much i study... really...

2009-10-02T18:44:00.000+08:00

lalas. 10 more days till the awakening from this horrible nightmare!

2009-09-30T00:53:00.001+08:00

EOY 2009 is the experiment to test my hypothesis that "Linxuan will ~~not~~ get good results ~~even~~ if she mugs super hard before her tests."

2009-09-28T10:56:00.002+08:00

i kip thinking abt "I WAN TO SHOP!!!" when im supposed to study. of course shopping is coming after eoys but... kyaaaa! i wan to buy alot of things!!! spots kun too, rite? *spots-kun: nodsnods*

hmm first get a pair of shoes, then a bag, then a top, then mayb a bottom too... *drools*

dun tink i will b able to get all of them though. *pouts*

AHHH IM SUPPOSED TO BE PREPARING FOR LA P1!!! (which i hv no idea how to or rather.. wad to)

2009-09-27T11:03:00.002+08:00

zZzzZ

idk how but i studied till 4am yest. (or 2day)

felt lyk i was slpwalking when i woke up.

since i was SOOO hardworking yest(i was studying evn though i was out!), lets slack a lil more 2day. :D

I MUST FINISH CHEM BY TODAY!

then i can study 4 lang arts and chi p1 during the study break, and perhaps geog too!

super worried abt geog... :S

2009-09-23T22:40:00.002+08:00

as expected, i totally slowed down my progress on studying.

i did study a lil though... 3 topics of chem... n i tink i will 4get evryting soon. mayb i've alr 4gotten. nope, im not going to try recall evryting again now...

ohwells. as always. linxuan nvr learns.

2009-09-21T17:05:00.003+08:00

i finished the 公函!!! i dun hv to stay up the WHOLE night on thursday to finish it! YAY!

linxuan is really so guai ovr this weekend. kyaa~

mayb i shd start worrying tt i will be kyaa~ing ovr my diligence tis weekend 4eva and not study anymore 4 the next week.

shit. now i tink its really going to happen...

FYI, i nvr started studying 4 eoys again after i finished writing the notes 4 physics the other day. )':

ohwells. study plan:
following up! chem! and mayb when i take breaks i can do some random research 4 lang arts evidence on the internet... (which i dun tink i will. u know how lazy i have been.)

kyaaa~ sense of accomplishment~ *munches on fishcake*

*slapslap linxuan* nid to wake up. START STUDYING AGAIN SOOON!!!

ohkay! lets at least finish the fishcake first. *munchmunch*

one down! :D

2009-09-20T17:08:00.008+08:00

i think this is the first time ever i started studying for my tests so early... abt 1.5 week b4 the tests...

linxuan is getting more hardworking!!! not. haha. im still blogging here.

but im actually blogging 2day cos I FINISHED WRITING THE NOTES FOR PHYSICS!!! PHYSICS! it's PHYSICS!!!

but... but! i revived my blog cos i have been studying for a day and i dun wan to study anymore. xP

so am i hardworking? or not? hmm...

anyway, nxt topic to study shall be... chem. or mayb geog.

picts-zys!

2009-09-19T17:41:00.007+08:00

spots-kun found a son! xD

绝望！！！

节哀顺便···

quotes spots-kun: "RAWR! i wan 2 buy alot of things! RAWR!"

and so i bought...

nope, i din buy this. saw it 2day n took the pic cos it was super HHUGE!

*reviving my blog w picts* :D

emo.

2009-06-27T22:23:00.003+08:00

tell me if you hate me...

so i know when to shun...

2009-06-21T00:16:00.000+08:00

maths is killing me... X_X

2009-06-18T16:30:00.002+08:00

my convo wif jc tis time. (rolo-kun is jc's dp, mine is fake c.c.)

random comes in a set with boredom says:
when rolo-kun meets fake c.c. from maplestory...
fake c.c.: *raises bow*
*shoot!*

All wishes are born from despair. says:
...
when rolo spotted fake c.c and her lovely bow and arrows, he will immediately use his geass and stop her time
then depending on his mood, he will either use his knife or use fake c.c's bow and arrow to end her life

random comes in a set with boredom says:
omg!
meowmeowmeow.

All wishes are born from despair. says:
haha

random comes in a set with boredom says:
c.c. sama... come help fake c.c.!!!

All wishes are born from despair. says:
c.c sama ignores u
will continue to eat her pizza

random comes in a set with boredom says:
meow!
gets 3 for 1 canadian pizzas to bribe c.c. sama

All wishes are born from despair. says:
lol
but then again, how will c.c help?
pizza attack!!!!???

random comes in a set with boredom says:
err... shield fake c.c. sama. cos she wun die!
meow

All wishes are born from despair. says:
...

random comes in a set with boredom says:
or stuff pizza in the gun/put the pizza at the sharp end of the arrow

All wishes are born from despair. says:
lol
PIZZA ATTACK!!!!

random comes in a set with boredom says:
PIZZA ATTACK!!!

All wishes are born from despair. says:
rolo decides to use the same tatic as fake c.c
BRIBE C.C

random comes in a set with boredom says:
NOOO!!!

All wishes are born from despair. says:
with more pizzas and a cheese-kun
C.C accepted the bribe
cos of cheese-kun

random comes in a set with boredom says:
fake c.c. makes a contract wif c.c. sama!
lol.

All wishes are born from despair. says:
c.c ignores

random comes in a set with boredom says:
bribes c.c. sama wif tomatoes and the giant pizza.

All wishes are born from despair. says:
c.c dun like fake c.c
no cheese-kun, she dun want to accept bribe

random comes in a set with boredom says:
meow...
fake c.c. emos.

All wishes are born from despair. says:
haha
rolo wins

random comes in a set with boredom says:
fake c.c. goes bak to maple to attend to ppl who wants to become wind breaker.
(not the jacket windbreaker)

All wishes are born from despair. says:
haha

2009-06-16T09:22:00.003+08:00

meow~

linxuan is back from malaysia!

i dun tink people actually notice that im gone for like 5 days other than those that i told them i was gone...

boooo.

im posting!

meow~

mayb i put up the pictures from my visit to ipoh later...

meow~

2009-05-22T23:21:00.003+08:00

my convo wif rach.

f u r r e t o 蒼い　蒼い　あの空 says:
lol *is random*
*wanders about*

×º°”˜`”°º× Lїη XűĀη (^(o0)^) (((m-_-)m þĀηdĀ ×º°”˜`”°º× says:
*is random*
*wanders about*
*bumps into another random wanderrer*

f u r r e t o 蒼い　蒼い　あの空 says:
copycat!!!! u evil person!!!
(well coz cats=evil so copycats=evil too)
*"eh why u bump into me?!"* (dont think the wrong way okay)

×º°”˜`”°º× Lїη XűĀη (^(o0)^) (((m-_-)m þĀηdĀ ×º°”˜`”°º× says:
*"u were the one who bumped into me!"* (porn u.)

f u r r e t o 蒼い　蒼い　あの空 says:
what me!!
later u think wai ma
yi fang wan yi ma...:x
lol anyway
ehh *"who ask your legs dont grow a pair of eyes!"*
(sorry ms goh T_T)

×º°”˜`”°º× Lїη XűĀη (^(o0)^) (((m-_-)m þĀηdĀ ×º°”˜`”°º× says:
*"my fault ahh?! not like your legs got a pair of eyes! show me larr! show me larr!"*

f u r r e t o 蒼い　蒼い　あの空 writes:

f u r r e t o 蒼い　蒼い　あの空 says:
u see la
got eyes one okay
got smiley somemore

×º°”˜`”°º× Lїη XűĀη (^(o0)^) (((m-_-)m þĀηdĀ ×º°”˜`”°º× says:
no wonder bump into me larr. so much eyewhite, eye ball so small. crooked eyes summore.

f u r r e t o 蒼い　蒼い　あの空 says:
D:
so sad
wo ye bu xiang de ah
my mouse anyhow move

×º°”˜`”°º× Lїη XűĀη (^(o0)^) (((m-_-)m þĀηdĀ ×º°”˜`”°º× says:
?!?! the mouse in your legs anyhow move?
so the reason y u bump into me is bcos of the mouse in ur legs?

f u r r e t o 蒼い　蒼い　あの空 says:
sounds porn
lol
xD
ok stop stop stop
mouse in my SHOE
SHOE SHOE SHOE
SAY SHOE

×º°”˜`”°º× Lїη XűĀη (^(o0)^) (((m-_-)m þĀηdĀ ×º°”˜`”°º× says:
ohkay SHOESHOESHOE!

f u r r e t o 蒼い　蒼い　あの空 says:
horse shoe crab

×º°”˜`”°º× Lїη XűĀη (^(o0)^) (((m-_-)m þĀηdĀ ×º°”˜`”°º× says:
i will copy this section of the convo into my blog post.
random.
lol

f u r r e t o 蒼い　蒼い　あの空 says:
lol?
so random

-----NEW CHAPTER-----

f u r r e t o 蒼い　蒼い　あの空 says:
yyyyessssss!!!!
how to draw a scorpion that does not turn out to be some delicacy in the end?

×º°”˜`”°º× Lїη XűĀη (^(o0)^) (((m-_-)m þĀηdĀ ×º°”˜`”°º× says:
draw it vry humongous eyes
make it v disgusting so tt it will nvr become a delicacy

f u r r e t o 蒼い　蒼い　あの空 says:
lol
i was gg to day that
u steal my line!!
u line stealer!!!
gahhhh

×º°”˜`”°º× Lїη XűĀη (^(o0)^) (((m-_-)m þĀηdĀ ×º°”˜`”°º× says:
lol. too bad.

f u r r e t o 蒼い　蒼い　あの空 says:
>_<>

×º°”˜`”°º× Lїη XűĀη (^(o0)^) (((m-_-)m þĀηdĀ ×º°”˜`”°º× says:
i wan see i wan see.

f u r r e t o 蒼い　蒼い　あの空 says:
bleh
f u r r e t o 蒼い　蒼い　あの空 writes:

f u r r e t o 蒼い　蒼い　あの空 says:
lol *freaks*

×º°”˜`”°º× Lїη XűĀη (^(o0)^) (((m-_-)m þĀηdĀ ×º°”˜`”°º× says:
LOL.
clown scorpion

f u r r e t o 蒼い　蒼い　あの空 says:
no lah
thats err
lets see
toopid scorpion
toopid = too+stupid

×º°”˜`”°º× Lїη XűĀη (^(o0)^) (((m-_-)m þĀηdĀ ×º°”˜`”°º× says:
no. it's the spirit of the scorpion tt had its eyes gorged out n claws cut off n buried 2gether.
while it's body was taken to the kitchen

f u r r e t o 蒼い　蒼い　あの空 says:
oh
i see
okay then
how sad
D:

×º°”˜`”°º× Lїη XűĀη (^(o0)^) (((m-_-)m þĀηdĀ ×º°”˜`”°º× says:
y issit sad?
it's a good ting.
im being sadistic.

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boo. all the randomness involved.

2009-05-16T23:57:00.002+08:00

2009-05-14T21:06:00.002+08:00

watched finish code geass. finally. blahhh lelouch died. (not tt i dun noe it evn b4 i started watching r2)

r2 is much much much nicer den r1. xP alot more exciting haha. alot of twists.

cries... mourns for the death of lelouch.

lelouch actually became evn more shuai4 in r2.

his expressions are nicer, when they're gentler. :D

got more luluxc.c. scenes too.

kallen... uhh one only bahh. blehhh.

suzaku actually did turn good in the last few eps... i take bak my words tt i still din lyk suzaku.

suzaku, i forgive u 4 killing my lelouch. xP

bahhhh, shirlynn catching up in rc...

2009-05-09T15:36:00.002+08:00

ta-dahh!!!

new layout again!!!

no more worries about forgetting to close the door of your toilet cubicle and letting evry1 else see you doing ur business! BECAUSE... EVRY1 ELSE IS SEEN USING THE TOILETS!!! dun evn bother to divide your toilets! blahhh.

toilet user number 1, while you are doing your business, please take a look at our menu!
toilet user number 2, while you are doing your business, please take a look at our CLASSY COOKER award!
toilet user number 3, while you are doing your business, please take a look at our TRASH TALKER award!
toilet user number 4, err... you can look at the people dining, or you may wave to the other customers while they pass by!

Arcade users, I have overspent and bought an additional 3 arcades which cost me 24k for you! I know you are all so slim because my restaurant is fat free and all of you can squeeze into two tiles to play the games, enjoy yourselves!

=.=

the restaurant got bigger n i went a lil overboard redecorating, so it ended up like tis. the entrance's a little messy with all the awards, but... hee people who dine should walk more.

wahh, i have such a healthy restaurant...

linxuan with nothing better to do than playing RC. boo.

2009-05-08T21:02:00.006+08:00

chnged my layout slightly again. haha. got nth else better to do. just added in the cheesy tiles (gaming area!!!) because i bought dem when i just started my restaurant. i have 50 of them and not using at all feels a little wasteful... n i'm tired of selling them one by one. blahhh.

and i added in one more arcade. there goes my 8k. ))': mayb i will get another 3 more after i achieved my target of getting the super super huge building base.

dining area became smaller... the island wif 2 cooks got slightly bigger wif 2 more tables. haha. the toilet got bigger. lol. the toilet is so big just to make it nicer. the toilets arent evn tt separated, so open. hahaha. n the black tiles part is bigger too. tt's where all my dividers from the toilet went anyway.

tis post is just posted to make my blog look more alive.

oh and thanks vry much to gayle, gave my a tomato to upgrade my dish. haha. another one came from a stranger friend called ivy. xP

shir, i finally watched r2 ep 1 today. kallen in the bunny suit. haha. seems lyk all the black knights know zero is lelouch lerr...?

2009-05-02T11:53:00.003+08:00

changed my layout again 'cause i earned my 8th employee. :D

i still hvnt upload the last part of the letter. xP seldom use the other comp wich has the scanned pictures now. hee.

n i finished the whole of physics yesterday!!! yay!!!

2009-05-01T17:00:00.003+08:00

yay!!! i finished revising for physics!!

i mean the year 3 topics. xP

better than nothing... hee.

See! I'm revising!! I'm not playing restaurant city now... (i'm just letting it run and feed my employees once in awhile...) :P

i seem more active in my blog during exam period... =.=

2009-05-01T12:45:00.006+08:00

addicted to restaurant city... just revamped my restaurant yesterday. woohoohoo. my restaurant is sooo nice. :D

yay!! my popularity went up to 50.0!!!

this post is so unfitting now... xP wadeva.

quoted from rochee: "in the end, no one cares how much you have studied, how much effort you have put in, its all about the results."

2009-04-29T18:47:00.005+08:00

just finished packing my files... sighs n i duno how to start studying...

i have never written notes for physics but now i feel that i hv the need to. the problem is: HOW?! you know, physics to me is more of concept. though u nid some calculations too. but i dun want to write notes for concept stuff, those kind of once you get it, it becomes common sense thing... mayb i shall just write down the equations and definitions? or just forget about definitions too... sighs, i shall decide later...

i'm going to fail ss. i'm pretty sure bryan tan was just feeling kind whenever he was marking my paper. mayb he realised tt i put his vry educational blogsite in my links. and i spent more than an hour just writing my ss essays/sbq. n i'm supposed to hv to read the sources wadeva first too. cries.

my geog tis year has been awful. mayb it will be fine wif more effort to study n memorise? but my memory sucks. argh.

chem... I DUN GET ELECTROLYSIS!!!

chinese... my 长文缩短 cannot make it. my essays suck. my chinese is deproving evn though i hvnt had vry impressive chinese before.

langarts... totally no confidence. i barely graduated frm the remedial class because i got 59.6 and it rounded up and i got b4.

maths... i hv always been quite confident in my maths. but the revision ws scared me out of my wits. ohkay, i was rather lazy to think at the later part of doing it but... complacency brings nothing. lyk i tot my physics was ohkay last year so i din really study alot for the eoy and i dropped to a B. blahhhh.

i realised ppl reading this will tink i'm irritating becos my chinese was considered good (for sum reasons) and a B was physics was still quite commendable.

anyway, here's a ridiculous letter between two... 吃饱没事做 people.

(there's one more, i'll add it in asap.)

*note: censored to avoid trouble.

- end -

pulau semakau!!!

2009-04-09T20:04:00.004+08:00

just came bak frm pulau semakau. :D pulau bakau *giggles*

hold on, i'll go check on my instant noodles.

yay it's ready!

anyway, it's quite fun. haha. the "tourguide" edward was kinda funny. of cos, when funny ppl meet 4c, it becomes hilarious.

some of the tings tt happened during the shd-hv-been-boring briefing:

1. we were showed an introductory video, n b4 he showed it, he said it's a nice video becos dere's him inside. =.= den when we really saw him inside, ppl burst out into laughter.

2. he did more explanation after video abt the miracle of the landfill. at first he said sumting lyk "singapore is the first to make an offshore landfill that is not made on existing land but made use of the sea bed." he received rather cold reaction 4 tt statement n he repeated. then evry1 "wow-ed" and we burst out into laughter again.

3. for the next few sentences following after, they were wow-ed at no matter wad. so i was lyk kept lafing n when i finally start to cool myself down, dey wow-ed again n i lafed again. n tears flowed out.

4. so the landfill was started frm pulau sakeng n pulau semakau and he was telling the stories 4 the names of the islands:

pulau sakeng
apparently some gal died mysteriously n she was called sakeng n sumhow the ppl named the island after her. (ya, lyk tis oso can)

pulau semakau
so after hearing tt story, he asked us to guess y it's called semakau. n some gal said "some guy named semakau died mysteriously on tt island". and we burst out into laughter again. anyway, it actually originated from 'bakau', the malay word for mangroves. baka! xP n he said bcos evry1 will laf at pulau bakau (lyk we did), dey named it semakau.

5. he asked us to imagine wad will happen in 2045 (the year singapore expected the landfill to be filled up at tis rate of waste) when the govt seals the bins, stops waste collection and asks us to dispose our waste ourselves. lyk how are we going to do tt?

funny tings lyk flush down the toilet came out. n he rebutted wif our hse's toilet will choke. n being the v. smart 4c'ians, dere is the solution of "den flush down other ppl's toilet bowl" LOL-ed.

ws said to put the trash in the rocks n let it flow bak to indonesia (edward toked abt when building the foundation for the rock bund, dey tried putting rocks but the rocks moved bak to indonesia bcos of the currents) LOL-ed. lyk according to him, we're supposed to open up the rock, hollow it, put the waste in and seal it bak up. LOL.

oh well, other random funny tings happened lyk... gayle's singing. haha. she tried to teach the prcs the 123 game blah blah. and she sang sumting lyk "i am vry sad" in chinese and changwei said lyk "we listen to ur singing we evn more sad. haha.

n on the return trip (on the boat) we sang various song. ranging frm the alphabet song to bingo.

anyway, it was fun. partly bcos of going wif the 4c fun-ers. but it was quite interesting too, knowing abt the landfill and visiting the island.

shir has a crush again. lol.

whew, i can enjoy my instant noodles now. *drifts off to the land of food*

sorry...

2009-04-08T18:59:00.003+08:00

sorry to rach 4 being a jerk 2dae. i duno wad came ovr me.

*bows 90 degrees*

sorry to shir 4 not replying ur tags previously. i din do tt on purpose, i din noe wad to reply.

*bows 89 degrees*

sorry to ber 4 treating you so poorly evryday. it's just tt u're really fun to play wif.

*bows 88 degrees*

sorry to evry1 else 4 not toking to you. i still tink i hv this "auto switch" in my brain tt tells me to shut up whenevr ppl other den those really really close to me toks to me.

*bows 87 degrees*

sorry to me for not studying for tests no matter how much i tell myself i must get started.

*bows 360 degrees*

2009-04-06T19:49:00.002+08:00

din really hv appetite this whole morning... 4 break n lunch, so i just bought lyk milo n sandwich 4 break, milo 4 lunch. din dare to buy sandwich again cos i ended up throwing more den half of a sandwich away simply bcos i really cant eat anymore.

in the end i got real hungry after the maths test after climbing all the stairs to opp the sch. went to eat popcorn chicken wif rach but still quite hungry n got sum chocos. (has a sweet tooth 2day)

n i just ate my chunky kitkat. which is really so choco-ty i start to regret it. lyk it's so heaty n my ulcer just got better. 好不容易 2dae kip 灌-ing water n i feel better. sighs. i ate it anyway, shall just continue 灌-ing water now.

actually i got better the day b4. but when i eating my beloved oreo, i kinda bit too quickly/太使劲 n bit down hard on my ulcer. boooohooooooo :((

2009-04-05T18:37:00.002+08:00

from skipbeat chpt 19 pg 27. i lyk the top 2 pictures. when kyoko hopped using her stretched impossibly long hands. the reaction of sawara-san and tsuruga-san was so 经典! (i tink i'm subconsciously trying to influence ppl into reading skip beat)

feel v indebted to gayle. lyk she so nice den i promise her watch boys ovr flowers, until now not evn watch a single second yet. n she sad sad i duno wad i can do den i either act as if nth's happening or just smile smile to her... GOMEN NASAI!!! *weeps*

and i converted the whole "一位国中老师的告白" frm traditional chinese into simplified chinese for the sake of bernephew's sister, bernice aka my mama aka big bad bat bernice aka berbad aka brunei aka ... ... (too many names to list)

2009-03-30T22:55:00.002+08:00

so i saw the misleading advertisements on the burgers today. again. lala. and the last quote i 4got last time was...

"So wide it will tear something in you." or something like that. i hv stm, cant blame me.

lala.

nth fun at all. sighs.

2009-03-28T23:10:00.002+08:00

just came bak frm the one day tour in malaysia. overall quite fun. much more interesting than what i originally expected. at least i din miss home when i was dere. except when i look at their food and toilets n tink tt singapore's are better.

anyway, last event of the day was firefly observation AGAIN. but this time we managed to catch one in a container. though i tink it was released soon after evry1 in our tour group caught a glimpse of it. but it's still a nice experience to hv seen a firefly in a container. :D

i'm lazy to come up with titles anymore.

2009-03-26T22:13:00.014+08:00

first thing first, the outrageous advertisements on the mrt.

"Open it wide and say, "Ah...""

"Be careful where you shove it in"

"Some like it long, some like it thick"

there's still one more but i forgot the exact words, it's something like 'Something will tear blah blah blah'

tt was totally... uhh... err... hmm... erotic?!?!?!

guess what the ad's for?

it's for burgers.

and mama(ber) said tt the company got edison chen to be the spokesperson. yes, the 风靡全球陈冠希.

can you believe this? it's like dey trying to use sex appeal wif just words. summore, those sentences came with pictures of burgers.

wanted to type more but i'm afraid i'll be sued for slander if i continue on. (i hv absolutely no trust in hving free speech in this world)

oh and... the ad tagline abt long n thick, i tink it's up against subway. since deir burgers are the only ones i know of in sg tt has long burgers. blah.

second thing.

finished reading skip beat to the point it's updated till currently. loved this part:

i tink i'm bad at summaries but i'll try my best.

what's happening in dere if u dun understand is that the gal(mogami kyoko) was apparently asking for advice on how to walk lyk a top model frm tt guy(tsuruga ren) for her role in a drama. she's trying to create her character...

i tot it was funny, i duno abt u. blah.

tt's from... skip beat chpt 127, pg 14-15. yep, not tt u're interested. i know tt.

third thing.
watched toradora ep 25 which is the final ep. so in the end dey din show dem get married. but dey kissed. SO SWEEEET! anyway, it's kinda weird too when dey kissed. cos taiga were lyk "one more... one more... one more" and they kept kissing. n it looked lyk dey're going to start hving bed activities anytime soon. sry for the bluntness. yep, not tt i care.

animania!

2009-03-21T00:01:00.002+08:00

was watching code geass 2day.

rite. watching animes still when sch is reopening soon and i hvn evn touched on my hw yet. yep. yep. tt's how i am, nvr managing to do hw on time.

anyway, watched till ep 14. den it's lyk kinda sad. but din cry. mayb i wud hv cried if i watched it earlier. i realised tt recently i'm quite nonchalant abt these tings when i watch shows.

sighs. feel lyk just stopping here. it actually looked quite good for an ending of a series. just tt it's not the happily ever after ending. or mayb i shall watch on to see who zero ends up wif or if he will evn get hooked by any other of the gals or mayb he still ended up wif shirley. lala.

it's weird i'm still on the romance part when im watching tis kinda ehh... sort of bloody anime? can see tt dey made efforts to cover up the bloody scenes though. nvr really shows those "sum1 get shot n blood spurts out" scenes.

suzaku does look lyk syaoran. zero looks lyk... subaru.

evryting is jumping ard again. i hv totally no organisation skills. no wonder my english fails. wadeva.

i wud actually prefer zeroxc.c. ending. hmm..

sighs. i'm failing my lang arts. no hope of passing my gp nxt year. sayonara my future.

dumb

2009-03-18T09:48:00.002+08:00

so early... usually i would at least sleep past 10. haiii.

what woke me up was my twewy... (i admit i'm a lil addicted)

actually no. it's becos i was sneezing.

but i could have continued slping...

so i shd sae what kept me awake was my twewy.

*sighs*

after i finished sneezing i came to my senses n was lyk "不会吧?!"
so i jumped up n went to my currently charging n mingling ds and twewy.
n i met 5 aliens which is 500pp.
good thing rite?
but what i tot happened.
I 4GOT TO CHANGE TO THE SLOT I NEEDED MINGLE PP TO EVOLVE!!!
so all the 500 mingle pp were wasted on pins i put on shutdown slot.

*sniff sniff*

someone take me out to do my hw. i cant stop myself from turning on my ds n laptop...

TORADORA! and my poor shoes

2009-03-08T15:47:00.002+08:00

heh. just finished watching my anime. TORADORA!!! my personal favourites are... ep 10, 17, 21-22.

ep 10 is funny, the part when dey're going 4 the summer holidays. "BOING! BOING! BOING!!!" wahahaha! ecchi. and when dey were at the train station. LOL! dere's a mother in the bg telling her kid to stop looking at them too cos she tot dey were crazy. wahahahaha!

ep 17, kitamura was lyk lying in front of taiga, face down cos he said he admire her so much tt kneeling is not enuf. n he greeted dem raising his hand while maintaining the facedown posture. wahaha! he's funny.

ep 21-22 is v. sweet!

GO WATCH TORADORA IF YOU HAVEN'T!!!

~~~~~~~~~~

another thing.

I WASHED MY CAMPUS SHOES!!!

surprising heh.

AND!

i washed it at.... 11! no, not 11am, it's 11PM!!! pathetic, i noe. but i was too bz watching animes n i had to go to my ahma hse n i gotta watch ToGetHer after i come bak, so it's unavoidable. (NO, i cant sacrifice my time for watching anime!!!)

AND!

i realised tt my shoes were full of holes n cracks. dere's this hole at the back of the heel part just above the plastic sole dere. n both my shoe soles have this crack ard halfway the shoe length. the the cracks are lyk more than halfway the shoe width.

hopefully i can get a new shoe b4 the shoe dies.

n if i dun...

sumday u will see me in sch wearing only 1 shoe and the other is in my hand wif the sole separated frm the other shoe parts. dere's a higher possibilty tt u will see me wif both shoes on but my toes are showing though.

~~~~~~~~~~

GO WATCH TORADORA NOW!!! SKIP BEAT TOO!!! wuahahahahahahahahahahaha!

SUGOI!

2009-03-02T17:18:00.003+08:00

there was this amazing thunder just now. BOOM! and evrything outside seemed to go white for a second. basically, it's kinda scary. lyk, "OMG WHAT IF IT SHOCKED IN AND I GOT SHOCKED?! OMG WHAT IF THE MERLION WAS JUST SHOCKED DOWN LIKE THAT?! (which it already got a huge hole at the top of its head)"

plus! it woke up my sis almost instantly, who alwaes slps lyk a log until i worry if shes evr going to wake up evry morning cos there is this super irritating n sharp n screechy alarm clock tt nvr fails to shock me awake frm my sweet dreams evry morning and yet she can slp thr tt alarm for half an hour n still not wake up.

sigh of relief

2009-02-27T23:58:00.003+08:00

*phew*

know what?

it's 11.58pm now.

you know what is going to happen in the next minute?

the submission for physics ask assignment closes.

and it closed.

i was like just realised i hvnt DONE my physics when it was lyk 11.24pm.

YES, I HVNT EVEN TOUCHED ON IT JUST 35 MINUTES BEFORE THE LAST CHANCE OF SUBMISSION!

thank goodness i played wif rach, jc and rochee wif the ruler exp. tingy tingy dey learnt in bio b4. if not i'm so going to hand in a blank question c assignment. it's a blessing to have squadmates. unfortunately, i nid to be in npcc to have these wonderful squadmates. wadeva, sum1 told me not to tell ppl i'm frm rvnp so, dey're not my squadmates, dey're my FRIENDS.

i nearly suffered from hyperventilation just now.

hates np.

love ~~squadmates.~~ friends.

anyway, din go 4 cca 2dae. sum1 said tt if u're not interested, u might as well not come for activity. n tt sum1 said tt if u do not hv ur pt kit wif u, dun bother coming for activity too!

ohya, the new teacher quite suay. first time call me n my hp seems to have had a bad impression on her. it died out on her. (ran out of batt.)

hopefully dey wun be giving me a demerit bcos a teacher called me when my hp is running out of batt and it died on her n it seemed as though i hanged up on her.

wadeva.

ohya, cid tis week was quite interesting, though we were the ones hu made it interesting 4 ourselves, not the lessons. i tink wenjia found this:

~flashback~
Q: what is nothing?
A: nothing is something that expresses the absence of anything (or sumwhere along tt line)

Q: what is anything?
try answering this! mayb... tag ur answer? try before looking at the answer, really.
THE
ANSWER
IS
:
anything is a brand of soft drinks associated with whatever. (or sumwhere along tt line)
~end of flashback~

yep, tt was quite funny when we heard that.

another thing we heard during cid was tt sum poor guy initially got lyk 22 out of 35 for physics, then after some teacher(llm) look through it once, he lost 7 marks n he failed.

LOL!!!

2009-02-12T21:19:00.004+08:00

first, about the post to dedicate to ber mama, it shall be postponed to the nxt bcos i'm lazy to upload picts on weekdays. lalala.

kayy, today was funny. lyk... me n rachel, we kept bumping into 曹操s. let's start from... stalking student A. (i dun wan to get bashed up when he accidentally reads tis n noe we stalked him)

ehh so me, rach, yawen, liuqiao n yanhua, we took the same bus home, den student A was on the same bus too. n sometime along the journey we realised student A did not alight where he usually alights. den we arrived at the conclusion that student A is going to his gf hse.

den we reach the interchnge den yawen go take her bus, leaving me, rach n yanhua.(liuqiao alighted frm the bus earlier on) we tried to stalk student A but sumhow he got into the train b4 us n we couldnt get in becos dere's so many ppl. (mayb he hired them to stop us. sinister.)

anyway, so we gave up hope on stalking him n got onto the nxt train. (btw, yanhua takes the train on the other line)

so me n rach were chatting abt random topics when we were abt to alight, we sumhow got to the topic on badminton partners. n she said sumting abt student B, lyk if she partner with him, he will be calculating lyk where the shuttle will land b4 going to hit it wadeva.

anyway, the really funny ting tt happened when me n rach suddenly started lafing was tt the moment we step out of the train and head to the escalator, we see student B alighting frm the same train. n we tried real hard to not to laf so somehow we 扯到 physics n sae "mayb he heard us" (which obviously not becos he was cabins away from us den dere are lotsa human beings between us)

btw, if u hvn realised, student B was the first 曹操 we met.

den we walked to the bus interchnge den saw rach bus come (she din alight at first 'cause she was eating pie) which is the same bus student A should be taking if our conclusion from ~~some~~ quite a lot of paragraphs b4 tis. den we were lyk seeing if he's on the bus. n our observation was tt he's not.

right after the bus left, the same bus (as in the bus service) came. just then, we saw student A walking to the bus. den rach just stopped eating n ran to board the bus n further stalk him.

so, student A was the second 曹操.

so after tt, we were lyk sms-ing each other so i get updated on the stalking student A operation.

our conversation went lyk tis:
me: ppl will tink im crazy. i cant stop smiling to myself
rach: i am geographically advantaged coz im directly behind him (i tink student A will noe hu he is if he evr reads tis)
rach: lol! im like smiling too! i bet he cant am chio le (the am chio part is bcos we chat^6-ed abt him am chio-ing bcos we cant get on the train n stalk him)
me: lol!
me: lol. we so lucky 2dae. [kip bumping into 曹操](edited to avoid misleading u poor confused exhausted reader who read on till now.)
rach: ok he gt off le bt im too lazy to folo

end of story. yes, finally.

random fact of the day:
when i type my name vry fast, it usually turns out lyk tis:
linxaun/lixnaun.
try pronouncing tt?

lazy to put in the colours. blehh. mayb tis post can be used as an evidence to show tt im lazy.

edit: ehh. i cut out the irrelevant parts n chnged the alight-boarding part. hee. ehhto, rach will upload the big bad bat bernice n her story picts. :DD

the (.......) awards

2009-02-08T00:21:00.005+08:00

先声明因为经费的问题以下中奖者都没有奖品经济不景气嘛

~~~ cut in ~~~
this is the reply to the tags.
shir: hello!! kay then, i shall change it.
rochee: you came!! lalala.
steph: oohhh i see. but u still got crab.
some random guy which i dun evn noe the language in his blog: thanks.
shir: yeppy. thanks, i'm enjoying it so far 'cos i'm not doing my hw. xP
rach and ber: so i did.
ber: oopsies. so may i post ur story? i mean, cheng ben ni's story.
whew~
~~~ end of cut in ~~~

The Most ~~Disgusting~~ Delicious Dish of the Week
created on: 5 Feb 2009, Thursday
venue: rv canteen
time: between 1320 - 1400
name: 吃琳轩计划

1. find a linxuan
2. boil some water (note: use a XXXXXXXXXXL pot)
3. add in the linxuan (note: if you were unable to find a XXXXXXXXXXL pot, try cutting linxuan up)
4. now all you have to do is to w8 for the ingredients to be completely cooked. (note: if u found a XXXXXXXXXXL pot, u just hv to w8 till linxuan stops screaming. but if u cut her up just now... find ur own way)

other dishes tt can be cooked with a linxuan:
- hair: 发菜
- organs: 'linxuan' 杂汤 (?)
- bones: 'linxuan' 骨茶
people who have cut linxuan up can also try these dishes...

credits to: rachel, bernice and linxuan
mostly rachel but bernice started the use of diff parts (i tink) as for me... at least let mi claim sum credit for allowing myself to be the main ingredient.

The Easiest Way to ~~Kill~~ Get a Specimen of an Ant
created on: 5 Feb 2009, Thursday
venue: rv canteen
time: between 1320 - 1400
apparatus: ants and liquefied glue

1. spot an ant/some ants
2. grab your glue
3. open the glue cap
4. squeeze out some glue on the ant(s)
5. wait for the glue to dry (you may wish to observe how the ant struggles, if they can, so that when your specimen is missing of a leg or so, you know where to find it)
6. remove the glue which supposedly has an ant/some ants enveloped in it carefully.

credits to: jingyi

Best Nickname of the Week

Big Bad Bat Bernice

credits to: rachel
i shall go and ask if she has the picture, it adds a lot of effect

by the way, the above stuff are a lil diff frm the original ones which we discussed. i have stm, sorry but i tried to restore the full idea. *bows 180degree* (to add to the dramatic effect, or wud u lyk 270/360?)

mayb i'll post THE STORY up nxt time, tink it'll be too long a post wif all the pictures. mayb after i see a tag after i post this up, so that at least someone sees all these. (i type until vry 辛苦 de) Anticipation!!

hopefully no one comes to request for my organs or bones to cook soup for their dinner. *trembles* such a dangerous task, indeed i must be credited.

ohh and, any suggestions for the name of the award?

TWEWY FTW!!! rachel taught me tt.

i just realised i am vry not creative and tends to copy ppl. tt makes me a copycat.

no wonder mandy said im cute.

im getting random again.

i'm a random copy cat.

CNY part.3

2009-01-27T13:02:00.003+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!

was supposed to post this yest which is the first day of the cny.

thanks to my mum. got too high playing mahjong at my ahma hse.

she evn borrowed money frm me to play. 6 dollars. din evn last her one round.

my sis gave her seven dollars.

den she borrowed frm her sis. 20 dollars.

den i went on to watch my beloved tv shows, so i duno wad happened after tt.

she played until 1am n we stayed ovr at my ahma hse.

anyways, i shall get on to work. i'm terribly late for the CID stuff...

but seriously, it's cny... *pouts*

if u're wondering y i went to my ahma hse the day b4 and yet went again yest, this is wad's going on:

eve of cny = day for reunion dinner.
first day of cny = day for receiving angpaos. (giving for sum)

n bcos of tt i missed lots of the shows i wanted to watch. any1 has 情巅大圣? any1 recorded the show tis morning, the one on channel u, starting 11am??

omg. xunhong draws cute stuff. just knew tt recently. saw on his blog. mayb he can work as anime illustrator nxt time. xP

Lalalala,
Linxuan. :D

CNY part.2

2009-01-25T20:34:00.002+08:00

yay! eve of CNY!

i was going to stop there, you know.

anyway, bcos i feel guilty for such a short post...

MY AHMA VERY CUTE!!

other than the other time i posted abt her 金手一招 the vry posh taxi jiu come lerr..

just came back frm my ahma hse 2dae. went for a reunion dinner though it wasnt very reunion becos my ahma has 1 son and 6 daughters, one of which is my mother (derr). only the son and one daughter of hers and their family went.

if u are not dumb enuf, you would have known tt one daughter must hv been my mother.

anywae, the point is: my ahma gave us an empty angbao and when she gave us she said it herself tt it's empty.

i dun tink u get my point. blahh. forget it. i tink she's cute.

tt's it. i'm going to watch my kindaichi. 金田一之少年事件簿! 'Files of Young Kindaichi'! woo so exciting!

sry gayle. i'll watch the korean version meteor garden when more of the series is up. ohkay? i ~~hate~~ dont like to wait for dramas...

CNY

2009-01-24T14:41:00.003+08:00

yay! it's the eve of the eve of CNY!

CNY is when you can get anything you want. because...
A: !@#%#$@#$!$!@#!$ (no, NOT vulgarities) Can Not?
B: Yes.
=.=|||

抱歉，是我家冷气机作祟。

forget about the paragraph above. or just think of it as cryptography. you shd read it as CNY=Chinese New Year. that's all.

yay for holidays.
a lil yay for the may-be-coming-into-my-pocket angbao money.
boo for homework.

Homework includes:
Physics notes examples 3 and 4.
CID

it doesnt look much but... we arent supposed to study ovr the new year... *pouts* i dun gamble though. 沾点 ‘我不应该做功课’ 的气氛嘛.

hvn started on my CID yet. what kinda leader am i. *cries*
not like i want to be the leader anyway... *hmph*

'POP!'
Devil: Yes! That's the way. Forget about it, you didn't volunteer to be the leader anyway!
'POP!'
Angel: No! Evil devil! Get away!

*folds devil into a yoga pose, squeeze the fat evil devil into a crate, send the crate for exporting to india (?)*
*grabs "not like i want to be the leader anyway...", wrap it up, kick it out of the brain. *
*wipes sweat*

Angel: whew!
"not like i want to be the leader anyway...": Team Devil is blasting off again!

=.=||| 抱歉，又忘了把冷气机关了
by the way, the devil's hometown is in india. i can send you his particulars if you want. or are you more interested in the angel?

ANYONE WANTS TO COME MY HOUSE??? mayb next saturday?? can come ovr frm morning till ard evening. *glimmers* anyone?
NOTE: my hse is ~~unglam~~ not glamorous. my hse is boring. dere is a risk of not getting any angbao from my mother. (?!!)

oh. you can come to my hse and TKSS. Talk Kok Sing Song.

not tt my mum is evil. i mentioned it to her yest. but i tink she tot the whole school is coming so she doesnt hv the money to giv so many angbaos. (kay, she's not tt dumb to not know tt her daughter couldnt possibly hv invited the whole sch, i was just trying to express the huge number.) edit: but i tink she tot the whole ~~school~~ class is coming so she doesnt hv the money to giv so many angbaos.

we're hving lessons on wednesday! ))': even my mum doesnt hv work on tt day.

another random post where the points are flying all around.

my new signature:
Lalalala,
Linxuan :D

finally!

2009-01-18T22:13:00.002+08:00

i'm FINALLY done with the present for rachel.

it's not a newyear present nor a christmas present.

it's her last year's bdae present.

i know it's vry belated.

it has evn been past my bdae.

flashback...

~13 October 2008 Monday~
"生日快乐！我是走华语路线的"
······blah blah blah······
"i'll give you ur present at a ltr time..."

end of flashback

and the 'later time' ended up... let me see... 3 months later... oopsie. 现在算起来　也还好嘛, i got my bdae prezzie from stephie vry late last year too. xP

顺道一提 i liked stephie's prezzie most tis year. so cute n so thoughtful! but i liked evry1's prezzie for me, THANKYOUVERYMUCH! i know it's a lil late to say this now. sorry, i'm so slow for evryting... *cries*

ohhya. the prezzie IS VERY CUTE! my point of view. but i tink it's really nice. my nasty sister said so too. so if u see the irony in there, it is reliable tt the prezzie is cute. i spent hours on that.

which evn i myself thought it was weird. i only spent hours on it but the prezzie was late for months. oopsie. SHOO! 4get tt i'm 4eva late. lalala *acts as if nth happened*

TO RACH: u said u wanted a plushie but i did not make a plushie. so sorry, i'll make it for you this year. hopefully you dun hv to w8 six months for tt. BUT, i added a bunny at the back for you. wanted to 上色 for you. orange. but i dun hv the resources at the moment. so sorry. really very sorry. it's a teeny lil dangerous. ohkay a teeny lil more than tt. but it's quite safe because i survived hours twiddling wif it. hope you like it. REALLY VERY SORRY! for being late and not getting u a plushie and not giving it to you in orange colour.

i'll give this paragraph to you in orange.

then, since you're the only one reading all these, i'll give the rest to you in purple.

and some snip snap here and there leave for my own colour bahh. since i'm the one typing all these :P

phrase of the day: snip snap - it's in linxuan dictionary, if you dun hv understand it, you dun.

latest report

2009-01-15T20:08:00.002+08:00

latest report on linxuan opening up to others.

another reason why i feel lyk i'm toking more:

1. they are talking about taiwanese dramas.
i watched enuf for me to analyse them. u can ask rochee or rachel, i'm such a pro in tt field.

2. gayle is toking alot to me.
i feel guilty if she kips toking to me n i dun speak a word. i try to squeeze out as much as i can. lala. i tink she will start avoiding me cos my true colours are showing. oopsie.

end of report.

i linked bryantan. HE IS NOT MY FREN! i'm just lazy to put up a category of link just for him n him alone. unless u wan me to put up the wikispace msgoh set up...

2009-01-14T21:26:00.007+08:00

kay, there was a post which i said i was opening up right? now i tink it's more of my randomness acting up. because i rmbed tt i actually answered limkimchoo's qn w/o her asking me. tt must hv been a once in a million years rare event. anyway, i'm still quite passive when it comes to talking to others. (other than these ppl: rachel, rochee, bernice, wenjia, jinching, jingyi, xuejun, yayun) i wanted to add in linxuan but i realise i dun tok to myself.

my mum is bothering me to get the papaya n eat. any1 who doesnt know what's a papaya? let me tell you! (this could be added into the weekly lame thing i tried to start last time =.=)

Papaya = Papa's 牙 = Papa's tooth.

every1 was joking abt the papaya when i was young. haha.

ehhto din't put a title cos i know i'll put up alot of random stuff tt doesnt have link.

--- the following is written by linxuan and rachel when they are trying to come up with an editor's note ---

Hai ppl :D we are your publicity heads *applause* *drumrolls* yay 2008 is finally over! Everyone 都长大一岁了！and now we are ncos! Prepare to die under our hands!!!!!11111 *evil laughter* welcome to all newly join us de cadets! Behold ur punishment in RVNPCC!!!! Muahahahahahahahahahahaha and now let the terror begin!!!!!!

-ur fun p.h. xDDD

p.s. dont die yet

p.s.s. im serious

p.s.s.s

--- and we decided that we should get serious ---

added the colours cos it's really random. hope it'll help in getting wad i'm saying. basically it's just to show my randomness. i tink. :D

i'll get back to finishing my np mag for now. buaii.

rachel: my comp regained its health last midnite when i tried for the very last time. yay-ness. but now my mum's laptop seems to have some prob. i really shdn't try to touch comp.s nowadays. rmb tt the comp in the comp lab needed a check too last time. issit really my problem? oopsie.

NOOOOOOOO!!!

2009-01-13T21:06:00.002+08:00

kya!!!

my home desktop spoil le!!!

kya!!!

i'm using my mum's laptop now.

which means if she check the history, she can see my blog address.

i know i can delete the history but...

nothing much for me to hide rite?

hmm...

let's see if she can find my blog here.

lalala.

hold on. if my desktop spoil, it means the printer cannot use lerr! except for photocopying.. OMG!!!

*sobs*

improvement!

2009-01-09T21:10:00.003+08:00

i'm really lazy to add the colours now already, think it's 'cause school started. tt's not the main point anywae...

tink i started to open up a lil yesterday. haha, it's not very "well-proven" since it's only been yest and 2dae, so dont get ur hopes high on me. mayb it's just the randomness in me working.

i tried to answer a qn in chinese 2dae! but i got shot down by limkimchoo. dampen my mood but good start anyways. :D

2dae np not bad, had a nice chat in the np room haha. talking bad about the teachers. oops. i mean we were trying to 'analyse' teachers' teaching skills' effectiveness on our studies.

oopsie

2009-01-08T00:12:00.002+08:00

i just realised that i actually forgot to blog on the so-very-happy new year (my birthday! lala) when i rmbered to blog on the dreadful christmas which happens to fall in december when school is starting soon again. such a long sentence... sure have lotsa fragment errors... (and this sentence sounds weird) whatever.

i'll do w/o the colours since it's so late already n i'm trying to kip this post short since it's just a make-up.

uhh... it's late. =.= i tink i 4got to blog cos sch is starting and i had not finished more than half of my chinese essays, not to say the other subjects homework too.

n i'm starting to get obsessed with fahrenheit too. but since the passion is cut into half between xiaozhu and fahrenheit i'm not tt obsessed any longer, or mayb the study atmosphere just dampens all the mood.

seriously i'm getting all ovr fahrenheit's new album mostly bcos of aaron/arron (i duno wad's the correct spelling anymore, so confusing). n i started to notice him again bcos of 霹雳mit. IT'S A VERY NICE SHOW! i hv the dvd wif me now. wahaha. i 4got y i got obsessed wif fahrenheit last time but i rmb i lyked him the best among the group too.

watched yubai just now n realised tt both show and fahrenheit got their so called 正式发行 version of their albums out after the preorder version. tink i'll get them as long as i notice them in the cd stores.

actually i'm not tt tired though it's lyk 12.30 now. i hv been slping ard tis time tis few days bcos of the holidays homework. i slept evn later (or earlier) during the holidays, ranging frm 1 am to 3 am but almost nvr b4 12midnite. oops.

i tot i was feeling quite energetic since i slept frm ard... 5pm (i tink) till 8pm tis afternoon. but i just rmbed tt i have to stay bak 2ml 4 the orientation ting until 7pm. it sounds tiring, so i'm going to slp. sweet dreams!

it ended up tis long still... =.= *snores* (i dun snore, it's just a stereotype of the slping state)

2008-12-17T18:36:00.004+08:00

oops. missed the tuesday thing. no one comes anyway.

the watts up is actually 'cos of a movie i watched sum time ago. sharkboy and the lavagirl. dere's an evil character, i tink he's a battery or sumting related to electricity laa. and he said watts up, u noe watts as in the voltage how many watts.

tt's all.

im getting obsessed in maple recently AGAIN. n i still hvn touched on my hw. n sch is reopening so forget abt the tuesday ting.

i dun tink i'll be blogging again any time soon.

n dere's still the promo. haii, not lyk i can pass evn if i go.

我的超级ahma

2008-12-14T00:42:00.002+08:00

went to my ahma's hse 2dae (stricly speaking it shd be yest since it's already past 12 midnite). i went dere with my cousin (ya, my cousin again) ONLY. it was supposed to be 5 ppl going there, me, my cousin, my cousin's sister (which is oso my cousin, let's call her cousin B and the one tt went wif me cousin A), my sister and my mother. in the end, cousin B went home because she had to pack for her camp. my sister backed out because she was at sumwhere and din want to come. my mother was feeling unwell.

anyway, it ended up that the two pityful 14-year-old girls were left to go home by themselves. blahblahblah.... and we took the cab. my ahma flagged the cab for us and u noe wad? the first time, she almost got a 'london cab' (as cousin A told me) for us. fortunately, it din stop. then, she got a limo cab/mercedes cab for us. unfortunately, it stopped (不过算是不幸中的大幸吧, better than the first one). AND THE TAXI DRIVER TOOK THE LONG WAY TOO. so the whole journey, we were lyk using the text message and discussing abt the money matter. the taxi driver will be lyk hearing us typing messages and giggling but not speaking a word, wondering wad's wrong. wad's wrong was tt we tot we wun hv enuf money to pay for the fares.

anywae, the taxi fare was 13 plus. n we paid.

Moral of the story: Never get my ahma to flag a taxi for us again.

The Adventure of Buying Textbooks 黄立行百分百歌唱大赛！

2008-12-12T15:29:00.008+08:00

yoohoo!

i just realised i've been using these weird startings for my posts. but seriously, it's always hard to start writings (at least for me). tt's y i always get stuck when i try to work on my essays. so... i will continue to use these weird stuff, but it shd chnge according to my mood. i just type wadeva comes to my mind.

wooolala.

went to my cousin's sch n buy txtbk wif her just now, lyk 3 hours ago. :P was watching the yubai broadcasted yest in taiwan, slpt slighty earlier last nite cos my sis slpt too early, vry lonely den last nite nvr watch.

~~~~~~~~~~百分百歌唱大赛~~~~~~~~~~

off topic a lil... i watched the 百分百歌唱大赛, 黄立行 Stanley 的. noticed tt his songs quite nice ehh. vry 脍炙人口. though i tink his songs shd be 90% will let ppl 想歪. i lyk the part of the 歌唱大赛 when they announce the winner n give all the 勇气，视觉效果，总冠军，n the other i 4got lerr. anyways xiao zhu n xiao gui will alwaes sae 一大串 like 拔得头筹，横扫千军，一马当先，一枝独秀，实至名归，十指交扣, just tt the last one is really off but i tink it's funny.

sumhow i tink i heard tt names of ppl cant be put in red or framed or wadeva cos it represents tt dey hv passed away. as u noe, my memory sucks but it's better to be safe than sorry. wow, tt actually came to my mind, so happy.

sry for all the chinese switch english, english switch chinese. cos it's lyk just watch one hour show of chinese, hard to totally switch ovr. plus i'm more comfortable wif chinese just tt type chinese a lil more mahfan so i type english waddd.

oh ya there's still one part when a kiddie show host called 奶油哥哥 (butter brother. haha) sweat alot den his makeup wear off or sumting lyk tt. den the 猪鬼 sae 奶油融化了. i was lyk lol. there was quite alot of jokes wif the butter brother. *giggles* lyk cos he said his knee cap dere alil more 'sharp' den wear jeans dance will hurt his knees. den dey tok abt going to 矫正 n wadeva wadeva den dey tok abt putting braces on the knee. tt part was farny but i tink u ppl are not tt interested (though i posted such a large chunk on tt) so go n watch if u want. 娱乐百分百2008-12-11百分百歌唱大赛

~~~~~~~~~~~~The Adventure of~~ Buying Textbooks~~~~~~~~~~

bak to the part on buying txtbks, u can choose to continue reading or stop here bcos my posts are really lame as my sis said. wadeva. i just 4got wad i wanted to post abt buying the txtbks. ehh... the txtbks are heavy? duhh. argh i can't rmb. mayb abt the part tt the txtbks are vry heavy n my cousin kept saeing tt she will become shorter?

OHHH! i just rmbed! i just wanted to sae lyk we were supposed to meet at limbang, 12noon. in the end i reached lyk 3mins earlier but she reached 40mins later. tt's abt all. n evry1 walking by was lyk staring at me, mayb cos i tot dey were staring at me so i stared bak so dey stared bak too. or mayb bcos my hair was standing cos i currently have a HUGE problem of hair falling n new hair is growing/my hair broke into half(not really), it broke n left a vry short strand standing tt i cant possibly tie it up unless i cosplay as a samurai. imagine the ponytail on the vry vry top of my head. it can help boost my height visually but i get more stares.

~~~~~~~~~~Imaginary Scenes~~~~~~~~~~

i tink my imaginary scenes are quite entertaining. i posted one vry long long ago in this blog too. my sis went to read all my archives when she found my blog n i was reminded of tt. n she evn read the one abt me posting abt the first song i wrote. GRRRR! i totally 4got abt me posting tt in the anonymous status when i was lyk vry relaxed n asked her to search for my blog herself. i evn gave her clues. she was so experienced in it she found my blog lyk in less than 10 mins.

tis is really a vry long post.

anywae, since i toked abt the imaginary scene post, i shall find it n put it up. hold on for a while dere...

*linxuan's imagination*
tt fateful day, a girl was walking bak to her vehicle after a foodfair. all the while, her eyes were on her feet. perhaps she is shy? noway, it's because her sole is dropping out soon. she was so attentively STARING into her shoes tt she din see someone coming towards her and... BUMP!
"i see stars, wahh, birds chirping ovr my head! ahno, sorry, really sorry, i wasnt looking my front..."
den she carried on walking, tis time, she looked out 4 ppl coming her way instead on the dropping sole.
suddenly, someone behind called out "GIRL! YOUR SOLE DROP LE AHH!"
"omg, it's so embarrassing..."
she went to pick up her sole from the floor and... stepped. (no it's not her stepping out, someone stepped on her hand. gasps.)
"i feel something soft below my feet, feels nice to step! ahno, sorry, really sorry, i was looking my front..."
*end of imagination*
- copied frm here!

tink i shall stop here. sumhow the focus turned out to be on the singing competition...

sry for all the colours but i lyk colours suddenly. i feel plain w/o colours in my posts.

Random? edit: Part One

2008-12-09T23:39:00.003+08:00

A: yo man whazzup!
B: yea rite, watts up?
A: and whazzup with the highlighted watts up?
B: wanna know? 请锁定：琳轩的 “我在发巅疯” 网址.

琳轩的“我在发巅疯”
日期：每周二
时间：没指定
内容：无聊的
网址：http://hiatus-forever-ed.blogspot.com

watts up 到底是什么呢？下个星期二，锁定琳轩的“我在发巅疯”网站便可得知!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~line break~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

tt was random.

but im really intending to post tt kinda ting evry tues though.

hope i dun run out of lame stuff too soon.

oh well i din really want to do tt when i typed the title. i just tot i duno wat i'll post so it will most prob. be lame n random again. n i will nvr noe wat i can post so there will definitely be another random post so i might as well add a part one to it.

my cousins came for sleepover recently, so most of the time we were out or watching television.

went to watch BOLT today! quite exciting, a lil humor in it too, as usual. we went to cineleisure for the movie, took the bus dere. n u noe wad? we went past far east plaza! FAR EAST!! FAR EAST PLAZA!!!

if u duno yet, STAGE is in far east.

if u still duno, STAGE is xiaozhu's shop.

if u really really duno who is xiaozhu, go bang ur head against the wall.

just kidding, i dun wanna get accused of 教唆-ing people to harm themselves.

oh and cos of the blogskin, it's not easy to find links i put in the posts, so from now on i'll underline them instead of typing 'click here'.

潮男誌盒裝版今天開始預購啦!

2008-12-05T14:26:00.002+08:00

the preorder starts 2dae.

woolala.

i'm not doing my homework today.

lalala.

homework

2008-12-04T12:09:00.002+08:00

i tried to do one of the long ago due 作文

and the result is...

i failed.

but at least i started.

2 paragraphs, half page wifout leaving lines.

潮男正传!

2008-12-03T14:18:00.002+08:00

wahoo! preorder started yest. 4 show's album. the cd shop version one. the convenience store version starts 5 dec. duno whether sg too but tt's the date for taiwan. lalala. saw it in yesterday's live 娱百, as in broadcasted in taiwan yesterday. so happy

n i still hvn finish my homework yet... boohoo

28 days to go before the end of december... *gasps*

december!

2008-12-01T12:50:00.003+08:00

ooolala!

just started on my homework tis morning. chem assignment. but i stopped after section b and i doubt i will go bak n finish it bcos i'm already sitting here blogging. it's hard to resist temptation after u submit to temptation. lala.

neopets advent calendar start 2day! =.= neopets.

im blogging abt random stuff.

ppl get to go escape but im sitting here blogging bcos of 'ahem'. *coughs coughs* it's considered an excuse cos i can still go if i want, just tt i wun be able to play most of the time. might as well sit at home n prepare for death <-- homework.

actually i can go youtube n watch shows. there's a lot of taiwanese dramas uploaded on monday though most of the current ones are quite boring. i started treating them as radios from last week. or mayb it's bcos i watch too many consecutively.
apparently there is:

不良笑花
无敌珊宝妹
我的亿万面包

ranking in order of my interest (highest to lowest)

is december a good ting or not? i'm starting to get convinced it's not bcos it means that the school holidays are coming to an end and school days are coming soon and the deadline to finish the homework is coming soon which means my 死期快到了 because i nvr was able to complete my homework. deadline indeed.
n the only good ting i can tink of is... christmas.

STAGE HYALINE OF WORLD (Singapore)

2008-11-27T22:52:00.004+08:00

Ahhh!!! i want to go fareast! i want to go fareast!! i want to go fareast!!! that's it. i'm staying away from blogger but i couldn't resist the temptation when im sitting in front of the computer staring at mozilla firefox with this web <--click here-- on. bye.

PS: the title of this post links to the webbie for the shop.

news.

2008-11-27T21:49:00.005+08:00

i said i wun continue the previous post but i din sae i wun start another one ~~in less than one minute~~
dun worry, tis is a short one. just some news from me.

if nothing goes wrong, i'll be starting a blog shop selling things made of wires. things include names in english or just words in english, currently there's only english edition. no chinese, no calligraphy, no pictures. i'm not a factory machine to make sumting so fanciful.

that's it. i'll save the colours since it's been such a fuss. i wanted to write "new" since there's only tis short paragraph here but... my brain which has been forced to go thr lessons for years is bugging me.

i just had an idea of posting the np room fotos of the tumbling blocks here but i figured tt will be 3 posts in a day so forget it. 2ml perhaps.
shd i post in squad blog? but will people sae lyk the ncos are slacking, making those kinda tings while they are working deir guts out dere. giv sum comments? i doubt people will come though.

i'm not really used to tis dullness when i just used tt many colours in a post just a few minutes ago. i tot tis wud be short but it ended up tis long too. =.= i kip editing my posts because i'm so BORED! sian-ed. URGGHHH! just wanted to show my degree of boredom. i shall stop here. *thinks to myself: abstain from getting too carried over. abstain!* i duno if my abstain is used correctly but it just came to me n i seldom get the chance to remember these words with evn tis little degree of chim-ness. wadeva.

STOP!!!

shrieks

2008-11-27T21:05:00.005+08:00

AHHHHHH!!! (it's supposed to be a fangirl scream but i dunno how to express it so... yep that's it).

here's what. i'm currently obsessed with 小猪　罗志祥, n i'm so bored because i'm not doing my homework and i lost interest in evryting except puzzles n him suddenly. n u know, puzzles are boring too so i end up wif nth to do but being a 花痴. hopefully not that obvious. (i just realised i hv been quite obvious ard rochee nowadays though).

anyway, since i'm so sian-ed and obsessed with someone, i came to blog about that someone.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

i tot of copying his particulars frm the web n pasting it here but since he's so popular, i shall save the space for sumting else. (not that i hv anyting much to blog abt though.) kay, tt was a lie, it's becos dramawiki was down n i'm lazy to search for it. but it's ABSOLUTELY TRUE that he's popular, dun you agree? i know u do, so save the nodding.

anyway, my impression of him... (translated into: reason why i'm so obsessed)
DISCLAIMER: This is just my opinion kays, if you don't like him and don't agree with me, do not, i emphasise, DO NOT get too agitated. (i dun wan ppl getting too agitated reading my blog n suffering frm a relapse of heart attack... i doubt any1 wif heart attack will get to read this though.)

he's fillial (*touched* :'S)
his family members are dramatic (it made me laf hard when i heard him tok about them in 康熙来了 in 2004, i tink.)
he cares for his fans (fans as in those that are of human species, homo sapiens, not the mechanical ones, not homosexuals either... =.= i noe i'm lame, bear with me.)
he has a super good memory (i dont)
he's good in dancing, UBER good-dy! (亚洲舞王！是国王呢！)
he's a 全方位艺人 (pro. pro.)
he's funny (i'm tired of changing colours. *yawns*)
he makes me laf (someone can be funny but it doesnt mean another someone will laf. n when i laf im happy so ya... forget it if u dun understand.)
he can act (his expressions are so very exaggerated. i duno tt's good or bad... i'll take it as good since the audience notices the char's feelings easily.)
he can sing (how bad can it get when he has a 6th album coming out.)

there should have been a lot more but chnging the colours just use up too much of my brain cells tt i cant seem to think of more at the moment. furthermore, 10 is a nice number,十全十美, dun you agree? i know you do, so save the nodding.

oh and, talking about the upcoming album... it's "Fashion Show 潮男正传" i pre-ordered it frm a blog <--click here--... n they just replied my email. so exciting! not. ohkay, they just answered my questions. n i tot they are going to say, sorry u're too late and we wun be getting ur copy for u. *gasps :O* but they din anywae. the main point of tis is IT'S GONNA BE AUTOGRAPHED!!! my first time getting sumting autographed by people other than principals, teachers and parents, cant blame me, can you? ohkay you can but i dun feel blamed any way. *sticks out tongue :P*=.= childish hehh. whatever. i controlled myself kay, i wanted to sae neh neh ni poo poo.

tt's the end. so abrupt rite?! wanting for more? NO WAY! <-- you can interpret as me saying"no way i'm going to continue this post!" or you saying "no way am i wanting for more of tis! this is utter CRAP!". suit urself anywae.

coincidences

2008-03-20T23:39:00.002+08:00

great news! confusion watched the 10o'clock news 2dae! -.- the thing is...

i never really watched tt news but i saw the preview of it before i went to bathe. it's sumting lyk sum guy put up his life for sale. then i was reminded of wad steph said. "I want to go mocca.com and type in 'I want a new life'."

guess everyone have had tis feeling b4. lyk sumhow, when u see/hear sumting, u feel dejavu.

din want to blog tis much but i just tot of sumting tt happened tis year...

Two students was absent from school on a particular Wednesday.
Coincidentally, both of them come from the same CCA and same class and they even sit together.
Then the next day, the teacher spoke to them.
The students explained that they were sick and showed their MCs.
The teacher said that it's not suspicion (with an expression that showed otherwise).

forget about that...

********************************

i'm blogging with points and no conclusions...

FLY AWAY

2008-03-14T14:50:00.004+08:00

Oh yayness! I'm here!

shoooo~

*Flies to the TOP OF THE WORLD*

shoooo~

*Flies to BLOGGER*

shoooo~

*Flies with TSUBASA*

I'll go back and read my tsubasa then. Perhaps I can grow my 'wings'...

'we see each other much harr..."

2008-01-17T19:15:00.000+08:00

I see you today, you see me, and I see you again. What coincidences, looks like ***** in short forms!

!@#$!@#$!@#$!@#$!@#$!@#$!@#$
Teacher: Why are you late?

Student: Sorry, the teacher for the previous lesson released us late.
Teacher: Shouldn't you have reminded the teacher of the time?
Teacher: Sorry, I'm late. I had a lesson before your class.
Student: Shouldn't you take note of the time when you know that you have a class afterwards?

!@#$!@#$!@#$!@#$!@#$!@#$!@#$
wahh. so teachers have a privilege. you know a student is always SOO free and they are NOT humans and they are expected to be PERFECT and they can't even be LATE for lessons nor to be dismissed (if they have a class after the lesson.)
!@#$!@#$!@#$!@#$!@#$!@#$!@#$
bloodyhell. what for make a timetable? what for plan for the day? if you're not going to follow it then dun produce it! 多此一举. 画蛇添足.

-UNTITLED-

2007-12-10T12:30:00.000+08:00

lalalalalaaa.

the title is untitled.

lalalalalaaa.

"why?", u ask.

lalalalalaaa.

what's is to be titled when it serves no meaning?

lalalalalaaa.

i'm not emo-ing. ohwell, enough of the lalalalalaaa's. came back to spam my own blog.

spam
spam
spam
spam
spam

sorry for the emo-ness in the last post. linxuan is so random that evn her emo-times hv extreme randomness that she doesn't get what she's emo-ing for.

spam
spam
spam
spam
spam

end of spamming.

gawd, i hvn touched my holiday homework yet.

为什么会这样··· 我讨厌这个世界！

2007-11-23T11:29:00.000+08:00

我讨厌这个世界

为什么我的出身那么不幸

为什么，身体健全，四肢发达
为什么不是头脑衰弱，聋哑儿童
为什么给我听觉和语言能力
为什么不把这一切给那些想要的人
为什么要给我

对于一个想要一辈子平静度过的人
听觉是拖累
对于一个想要孤单终老的人
语言能力是多余
对于那些想要却得不到的人
我拥有的这一切是不公

我讨厌这个世界

为什么会有电话
电话只是个让我戴上面具
向别人伪装成个好好女孩
让我自责怒己
让我无法找到真实自己
工具之一

我讨厌这个世界

病痛
人人都不想要你
琳轩要你
来找我吧
来找我嘛
为什么连你也不要我···

为什么这个世界那么不公
想要的得不到
不想要的躲也躲不掉

我讨厌这个世界

累了
真的真的
好累好累

好希望
身边能有个代言人
代替我听
代替我说话
好希望
身边的代言人
不需要我任何的言语
就能了解我

呵呵
可笑的想法
这个不公的世界上
不会有那种人
就算有
也不会出现在你身边
忘了吧
把一切都忘了

我想结束
结束痛苦
结束生命
偏偏我
身体健全，四肢发达
却没有勇气
整天只懂得妄想

妄想身边能出现一个代言人

妄想能够得精神病
突然发疯做出一直向往的事

妄想己能成为快乐的人
不需要结束生命的人
不需要讨厌世界的人

但始终都还是妄想

BELATED

2007-11-19T10:48:00.000+08:00

Yohoo! (confusion: linxuan comes out with all the weird greetings once in a moment. haiix.)

A BELATED V. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MINDY!!!
(linxuan: yest. my cousin come and use comp until v. late so nvr come blog, if not no nid belated liao. me no mood oso. xD)

yesterday...
was mindy's birthday. (linxuan&confusion: YIPEE!)
was outing-with-dad-to-boring-食品展-day.
was a terrible day.

`食品展
just a drive to the singapore expo dere (linxuan: i think it's dere. confusion: linxuan is a road-idiot.) den walk in the uber big yet v. v. v. v. crowdedandsqueezy hall looking at food food and food. (linxuan: i was looking at the floor and humans so tt i dun bump into dem of step on sum1...)
my main point isn't really tt foodfair la. just tt, my sole was dropping out - wth! nothing much happened though, i survived with the mouth-opening sole. it's hungry lerr bahh, tt's y we go foodfair den the mouth open.
*linxuan's imagination*
tt fateful day, a girl was walking bak to her vehicle after a foodfair. all the while, her eyes were on her feet. perhaps she is shy? noway, it's because her sole is dropping out soon. she was so attentively STARING into her shoes tt she din see someone coming towards her and... BUMP!
"i see stars, wahh, birds chirping ovr my head! ahno, sorry, really sorry, i wasnt looking my front..."
den she carried on walking, tis time, she looked out 4 ppl coming her way instead on the dropping sole.
suddenly, someone behind called out "GIRL! YOUR SOLE DROP LE AHH!"
"omg, it's so embarrassing..."
she went to pick up her sole from the floor and... stepped. (no it's not her stepping out, someone stepped on her hand. gasps.)
"i feel something soft below my feet, feels nice to step! ahno, sorry, really sorry, i was looking my front..."
*end of imagination*

linxuan's so talented. she can draw, she can compose, she can type and she can imagine. MUAHAHAHAHAHA. and she's mad!!! u do agree right?

tt's a good thing to agree. cos many famous ppl are rumoured to be mad. tt means linxuan is really talented and she will become famous in the future. WAHAHAHAHA.

`terrible day
just know that it's terrible. sort of a family problem, but it's my cousin larr...

~end of BELATED post for yesterday~

SIAN-ed 《Part II》

2007-11-16T14:05:00.000+08:00

disclaimer: linxuan and confusion are fine. just got emo just now. xP

is really sian-ed. oh well. just finished 任我遨游 yest. AGAIN. err, a littlt bit 花痴 now with toro. but googled for his info, quite complicated. now dun evn noe if he's in showbiz/singing.

listening to 亲爱的王子 by cherry boom. lyrics here:

潘朵拉的玻璃瓶
海伦那的魔法镜
天上的星星地上的眼睛
谁也看不懂真心
迷雾森林幻境里
王子傻傻的苏醒
妖魔的世纪天使的心情
谁来握住你手心
睁开眼认清迷惘人间
纯真只是谎言承诺等于后悔
不如让我亲吻你的颈边
拿走你不需要的热血
亲爱的王子别害怕
我将对你倾诉撒旦的情话
反正魔鬼亦睁只眼
反正天神亦闭只眼
没有人会想来改变这世界
亲爱的王子别再哭
从今以后不再孤独
没有感动没知觉享受幻灭
然后当你不再有希望
然后你就不会再受伤
然后你就会得到力量
生命是一部黑色童话

another song from cherry boom (清新早晨):

if you really understand me
you should not fool me even dump me
在这黱一个 sweet morning
没有人能来干涉我的行径

深吸一口冰凉的空气
在这黱一个清新的morning
你总是说you are my prince
如今却又要我认清truth and dream

来这一杯speciat tea
就像你平常爱喝的那种drink
让你不支倒地
我可以享受你痛苦的呻吟
how about the final kiss
就像离别时会给的那种sweet
当你闭上眼睛
我可以宽恕你背叛的原因

你要用你的道理解释我们之间的关系
乾脆就让你闭嘴我就可以什黱都不听
你要用你的道理解释我们之间的关系
那就用我的方式了结这场虚伪的美丽

你可恶的令人难以忘记
就别想我会让你forget me
你可爱的令人舍不得离去
不如就让你哪里都不能去

来这一杯speciat tea
就像你平常爱喝的那种drink
让你不支倒地
我可以享受你痛苦的呻吟
how about the final kiss
就像离别时会给的那种sweet
当你闭上眼睛
我可以宽恕你背叛的原因

你要用你的道理解释我们之间的关系
乾脆就让你闭嘴我就可以什黱都不听
你要用你的道理解释我们之间的关系
那就用我的方式了结这场虚伪的美丽

if you really understand me
you should not fool me even dump me
在这黱一个 sweet morning
幻想第一千零三种的结局

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if u read carefully, it's quite sadist. both lyk kill ppl de. so u noe, i'm quite sadist myself, so i lyk cherry boom alot oso. xD

sian-ed.

stephanie saw my blog!!!

too alive now lerr.

ahhh. gottago maple. my cousin waiting for me.

byebyes!

SIAN-ed

2007-11-16T12:48:00.000+08:00

SIANSIANSIAN!!!

(linxuan:let's lame!)
linxuan: ehh confusion, y u kip typing siansiansian. u malaysian ahh, homesick?
confusion: NO LARR! WHO LIKE YOU, SO LAME, EVERYDAY LIKE THAT, NO WONDER NOW NO ONE WANTS TO ONLINE LE LA. *sobs* 害 me now no one to tok to. *cries*
linxuan: (whispers to readers)next she'll go mad and kip complaining, whoevr sees this, i warn you, dun tok to linxuan94@hotmail.com or lx94cyh64@hotmail.com on msn.
confusion: YOU STUPID LINXUAN. EVERYDAY 疯疯癫癫 ANYHOW TYPE ON MSN. CAUSED ME SO MUCH TROUBLE, I STILL HAVE TO LOCK YOU UP. LOCK YOU UP 还不够, YOU RUNAWAY HARR! DUN TINK I CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT YOU HORR, I CAN LIVE PERFECTLY WELL IF NOT FOR YOU! (thinks: not really, without linxuan i cannot exist le, aiya heckkare liao) IDIOT! BAKA! 大笨蛋!
linxuan: nxt, she'll go n commit suicide...
confusion: (still crying hard)wth larr.. evry1 lyk tt de, dey all so carefree... lyk whole world only me depress-ed, scared i will 得罪 ppl. ))': living on earth is hard. i dun wan to stay on earth, i dunwan to be born on earth, i want to come from mars. i want to go to mars by myself and live a solitude life. i want to isolate myself... AHHH!!! I'M SO STRESSED!!! STUPID LINXUAN WITH HER STUPID THOUGHTS AND THIS STUPID EARTH THAT CAUSED THE STUPID THOUGHTS IN STUPID LINXUAN!!!! i should be going... bye everyone... i'll go jump down from the 13th storey and knock my head hard... at least when i fly to heaven or hell, dere shd b ~~freedom~~(really?)
linxuan:(whispers)一哭二闹三上吊··· ···

---end of linxuan's current feeling skit (i'm pushing evryting to confusion, but y am i?)---

thankyou stephanie for coming online.

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however u feel, u have to put on a mask, a strong n happy-go lucky front facing people. linxuan's education taught us so. if u dun, ppl will HATE u for being emo. *sighs*

PALINDROME-d day

2007-11-10T20:52:00.000+08:00

"The poor has the poor's way of living in this money-ed world." - i managed to survive in east coast park with only $11.45 when the bike rental cost $6 and BK cost me $5.10. utterly broke now, so i hv to do my accounts again: rochee hvnt return me $4.50. stephanie hvnt return me $3. jinching and wenjia hvnt return me $5 each. i hvnt return rachel $1 for 2dae's ice cream. *din use OWE cos it dint sound nice...

went to east coast for the class outing 2dae. nth much, just eat.ride bicycle.eat. tink dere were plans to play wif water at the beach but in the end no 1 wan play lerr, so went home instead. (btw, i have been released yest nite for preparation of today's class outing. :DD) since dear dear linxuan have been released by the -werewolflollipopc0nfusi0n-, we will blog in reverse flashbak to celebrate the happy occasion!

going home...
when going home i realised something-that day was lyk a... "palindrome". from when i reached to east coast till i stepped out of east coast. u'll noe ltr when i re-enact for u...

b4 leaving, of cos we had to return the bikes tt we rented. den we went to the macs sit sit but not really eat cos we had just eaten in BK. sat in the macs w8ing for those hu wanted to chnge b4 leaving. den i put on my earphones again. mp4-which i use as a mp3 mostly-they finished chnging den we leave for the bustop lorr.

in east coast...
when we were dere we just rode the bikes throughout. meaning we stayed for about 2++hrs only... well, the class rode too fast n i'm too much of a scaredy-cat(i still nid my lollipops to 壮胆), so i was lagging bak bak bak bak bak behind. den ride ride ride until alittle further from the jetty saw xuqin fall down den stopped dere. v. pitiful, fall until 全身是伤. as alwaes, i duno how to help so i can only stand around den the class people hu went SOOOO front came back. she washed her wounds n got plaster. ohya, dere's a kind kind lady hu gave us plasters and sumting to clean the wound more thoroughly. ALLIGATO GOZAIMATSU!!! den after tt we rode bak to the store but cherie bike got prob so she, xq, shirleen walked bak instead. u must be thinking they push their bikes all the way back worr. well, impressively, joonteen and sean (i guess so) rode their own bikes wif 1 hand n took another 1 by the other hand. SO COOL! i sure fall lyddat. xD (it's getting boring to type wad happened one whole day) den we were almost late for returning the bikes den we would have to pay for extra one hour derr rental fees. *gasps* but we were not. harharrharrr.

reached!!!
i reached east coast with my earphones plucked in my ears and the v first ting, we went to macs to chnge n eat.

so basically, wad we did was eat(and change). go to bike stall(to rent bike). ride the bike. stop in the middle of the track(to help xuqin). ride the bike(back to the stall). go to bike stall(to return bike). eat(and change). tt's y i said it's palindrome-d.

thankyous rachel and cherie for your LOLLIPOPs! LOVEYOU! :P

ps. palindrome actually meant words or phrases that read the same backwards or forwards. clik for a v. long palindrome example.